December 7, 2023 p.m.

 So I did some snow shovelling This afternoon before lunch started. I ended up travelling some snow because it was piling up. Another 15 minutes another an hour and 15 minutes actually which was pretty good if you count up the other four days that I had to do. Which is good as going towards my tattoo. Pretty soon the winter will get to the point where it’s gonna take me an hour just to get one part of the house done and that won’t be as bad because then I’ll be able to Save up more tattoo money that way because my Sirenhead tattoo is going to cost about $300 maximum. That being said they go by the hour is very aggravating sometimes after pay up that much money but it’ll be worth it in the end. When I get the tattoo done. But the fun part is to save the money and clean as well as shovel the snow as well as being able to go and build my body if you were like a bodybuilder only or paid to do it because you’re shovelling snow and cleaning. It’s not runny activity but it is activity on the less and I’m able to get some activity done without any rep precautions from my  old childhood injuries let’s put it that way that I had as a child. Normal scoliosis. That being said I’ve been very happy shovelling the snow. I ran it off to 15 minutes as per usual because it was almost 15 minutes at this point. So that was an hour and 15 minutes on my tattoo flight plan as I call it. Before I was doing the shoveling, I was being hackle to go have lunch. I said I will shovel the snow before I eat because I am kinda not interested in eating right now it’s not that I have a eating disorder. It’s just sometimes, you don’t feel the food! That would be because I’m reading a very good book I’m reading, drowning by TJ Newman, and sometimes I’d like to yell at some of the people raise their voice not at me but to their friends, or raise the volume on the TV and tell him to take And stick it somewhere over the sun shine if you know what I mean. Because I just want to be able to read the book. In peace.  It is actually a pretty good book. I have read the first book of hers fall, which made me fall in love with the book. The book falling was about an airplane as well. It was very interesting as well to read, and she is a new Arthur Haley as far as I’m concerned! If not any better than Arthur Haley, she’s a lot better than Arthur, Haley, John and Nance, or anyone for that manner like she pulls out really good masterpieces out of her ear to make a good books! I hope to be as good as a writer as she is. I had a right on her a couple of pseudonyms’s plenty of times in my life because of security reasons, but yesterday said I wasn’t gonna be the female dog and take it and I was just gonna use my legal name yet again and just use my legal name to write. If no one likes it or they threaten me that’s on them!

There are some books I’ve written like used your goddamn mouse and letters to a desperate girl. With one talked about how to avoid international conflict, i.e. war, or using your damn mouth or words. The other one was letters to my cell when I was 14 years old when I was really desperate and trying to go about Having my life without getting harassed by my so-called friends. I mentioned that in the aforementioned Post what my friends did in elementary school that caused me to go in the same practically. That being said those are, what are the letters of a desperate girl and then they use your goddamn mouth is because I just can’t stand people using violence when they can use their words and creativity, instead of being a pain in everyone’s ass and being a dictator, or something to that effect, it’s a lot easier to be using your words and stuff. I wish I could Read the descriptions, but I more or less said what they are the ones and essay ones a bunch of poems. You can tell and they were under my first suit and him which is Sufi yoni DaButcher! as soon and I had to give up because of a certain act that lived in Washington state, who was a bona fide never mind that word, but he was what he was. He had the same rhetoric as a girl I met a few days ago. That being said, I’d rather not deal with those types of people who have that religious zealot tendencies that piss me off in the first place. I find that it would be a lot easier if we use your damn words and try to work our problems out by doing so by saying well I don’t like the way you do things can you try a different way instead of being this way or something I don’t know how to say it but it’s a lot easier than a single fly a kite ! That being Being said, it was kind of aggravating at the time for some people to hear me write these books at the time which was about a year ago two Two months ago by that day, it was very interesting that I was able to read and write I’m able to read right but it’s very interesting that I can hold my own products in my own hand and be able to enjoy writing and then have the fruits in my labour in my hand! It’s a lot better than feeling sorry for yourself that I can say. As far as the shovelling was concerned, it was pretty good. I was able to get a lot done in 15 minutes. That being said the weather is still a pain in the ass as you can tell, and I wanna show you right now!

This one I think was the other day when I went to go and shovel as well as to do my cleaning job you can tell that it’s kind of beautiful outside but it’s a pain in the ass to begin with driving and I had a skiff a few times at my cleaning job which kind of Pissed me off. That being said, I was not very happy about anything, except for the fact that the snow head come! So I can make a few extra dollars for my tattoo money as I call it God’s BM or God’s big money instead! that being said, I’m very happy I was able to shovel for most of the week. I hope there’s more to be done tomorrow because I would like to get a good an hour and a half in and say yeah I did it so that being said I might not be able to go to my friends YouTube account today because I might be sleeping like a log. Because of the simple fact of the actual shovelling is actually helping me sleep a lot better than let’s say not shovelling and worrying about stuff I’d rather not worry about. Said I just worry about how much money am I going to make? I know that sounds a little vain or shallow but it is important those tattoos are not gonna pay for themselves. Unfortunately, not in this part of the world at least. That’s so aggravating about this part of the world is freedom of expression, but you have to pay up to express yourself, which is usually how it goes nowadays, this isn’t the border and begging system like they had, and  Babylon or anywhere else for that matter that was barred and trade. This is now you got a pay before you get that being said there’s still some bartering and trading going on when you go to thrift stores or two places that allow you to trade in one thing for another which is pretty interesting. That being said, I find that is important to have a happy medium of both bred and trade as well as as well as the fucking money! Because I’m getting sick and tired of sounding like big baby sweets off of big money, hustler or big baby chips off of big money rust. Which was played by violent j! I don’t like to sound like this I want my mother ****ing money! It just aggravates me so I just work hard and make sure that I work really hard to get what I want so I don’t sound like big baby chips or big baby sweets one of the two off of the insane clown parse movies as much as I enjoy big money, hustlers, and big money wrestlers the very good movies. I enjoy them it shows that money is not the route of all happiness, instead of the root of all anger and hatred and evil.   But as far as I’m concerned, I cannot really choose because tattoos do not pay for themselves!

As You can see this is what I have to deal with is good beautiful scenery, but the disappointment that comes along with it you can see the road not being all that great. It’s not that fun to have this much too too early on in the winter too early to deal with winter at least I think I believe that that we should be able to enjoy the weather but we should be able to drive drive. That’s why I said one time on another blog that I said why can’t you make it more warmer out and just as pretty it would be a lot easier than cursing and swearing and saying I just can’t go and go everywhere because of the damn weather and stuff ! But now I got the drowning, and I shovelled a shovel snow I can actually be able to keep myself busy for a good amount of time. That being said, I enjoy both the book and the shovelling nonetheless. At least today I did not come back out of the shovelling business with a scream and headache that was like a stroke headache! That was‘s little special was that I ended up with a headache that felt like I was having a stroke I knew better that I was not having a stroke of any kind because I don’t have that problem to begin with the high blood pressure or anything might go up a little high when I see the doctor and I want to string her up by her fingers. But sometimes I have to control myself in my blood pressure goes a little bit but not to the point where unhealthy. Or to the point where I get these bad headaches this is just a matter of very bad Brain freeze and very bad aggravation to begin with with the winter. The brain freeze is not because I eat too much ice cream All at once, but it’s so cold and freezes your brain out! It’s kind of aggravating to tell you the truth having to go to sleep with that headache, and I finally passed out from whatever made me fall asleep. I don’t know if it was because of the sheer pain of the headache. I should’ve gotten a Tylenol but I didn’t want to feel like a wuss or sissy. So I told myself to keep myself breathing, and then maybe the pain would go away and it did, and I was able to get some sleep. I would not recommend going out extended period of time. Accept Shovel snow that being said that is the only time I would go out to shovel. Other than that I wouldn’t go out anywhere else unless it’s important or to shovel because I’m afraid of getting this migraine like headache that I get every winter. I literally thought I was coming down with something but I knew better.!

Also, also, during my boredom, snow induced boredom, I was able to find a back rooms game! The back rooms is for anyone who is interested in CreepyPasta usually this game cost a lot and lots of money to buy on steam or anywhere else but I managed to find it on google play, and on the App Store, which was very easy how did I manage to find such a jam without having to spend my own gems was very interesting on the lash. It’s very interesting to play this game and then I have another game of the back rooms where siren head is involved. Which I will be very happy to tell you which is very good but iconic get attacked by siren head every time it’s kind of annoying, but it is part of the game. I enjoy this game very much so and I would keep continuing this game, I have to make another Episode of the back rooms on the Elena Ioana Melanson Project, which is on you too where I talk about the back rooms as well as I talk about the different interesting things that go on in a little life and in the world is very interesting to see how a video game can turn your frown upside down from being bored with the winter to yay I’m happy again and I didn’t have to spend a send. It was pretty good, not once but twice. I got another back rooms game that siren head boy is he aggravating in this particular game. Usually I love siren head but last night I was calling him an effing bastard! It’s kind of interesting how the game will affect you as anything with siren head. You’re going to get attacked by him it’s just the way it is unless you’re getting tattoo or admiring Trevor Henderson‘s art work or you see him in the distance somehow then that’s a little different but I don’t see that you can play a game with siren had it in it without pulling your hair out, but it’s kind of fun So I’ll be playing Another tribute to the back rooms again, which is very interesting because I love the aesthetic of the game as well as his creepy pasta!