So I went to the recycle centre today. It was very interesting not to see very many vinyl records out. You would think it would be the opposite with it being summer. It would be no record there, but in this case it seems to be a lot of nothing there except for books, which was fine I didn’t mind books as I’ve been trying to Find a way to fall asleep without any medication involved. They mentioned books to read books and do help me calm my mind before I fall asleep so I ended up getting some books as well as the scars because the scarves. The simple fact is it’s getting a little ass annoying outside and cold. At least right now today I don’t have a stroke like  Headaches that was driving me insane. I don’t know what really triggered it if it was the fact that it was too damn cold out or it was extremely cold that would be beyond me but I know the cold is involved somehow because I still feel it and it was very disturbing to feel just a little bit of a headache today ! I was looking around at the recycling centre and found one thing after another. It was everywhere. Everything was falling in place. It was kind of strange when you think of something and then it suddenly shows up in front of you a few days later I don’t know if that is manifestation the idea of if you think of something or think of something happening, then it will come true. But this case when it comes to objects, it does come true to me! Here is the thing is that I ended up thinking of the Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy, which isn’t as bad as you think. And then one time I thought about her and guess what it was in front of me was Ben and some other books that were interesting as well as the fifty shades of grey novels!   This manifestation is kind of hilarious to tell you the truth. Because you don’t expect the thing that you think about to come right flying at you. In this case it was Ben-hur and 50 shades of gray novels. Both are different spectrum of books, but very interesting to read on the lash. I’ve read both of them the Fifty Shades of Grey novels the three of them I wasn’t too interested in gray or the Butler or anything like that. I thought Anastasia particular adventures were enough!  I also got a boatload of other books that were interesting that I didn’t think I’d find. One unfortunately was a mystery trailer I’m not too much of a mystery fan because well it kind of boring to be honest with you! We were driving up after the bad weather had caused what was like a winter Wonderland!

It was on inspiring to see the snow and seeing everything in snow sculpture format, as if it was beautiful to begin with. I told the person who is driving me, my friend that I wish it was another season that had the equally beautiful scenery without actually freezing your nuts off or you’re brain out one of the two, depending on which one you think with. That being said, I was very happy to see the winter Wonderland. It’s kind of interesting to see things all in white and seeing everything beautiful and scenic. I’ve done the scenery when it was green out and I was completely green from summer to fall to winter and spring, but never in the winter as it was always very cold, but I managed this year ago to the McDonald’s was recycling centre for the actual  Finding of the stuff it was very interesting to find more books than there was records. I wish I would find some records but I would be fumbling with stuff still. That being said, it was very interesting to find these things that my mind just casually thought of and then came about and then I had to think about them again when I saw them and said, I’m gonna get those mother mothers! I would use a swearword, but in this case, it was kind of obvious I did not need to use the swearword. That being said, that was very interesting although I nearly said it in person when I saw the stuff coming around, just as if it were to be One thing after another it was very interesting to see one thing after another pop up after you thought about them about a week ago! I don’t know why, but I’m learning the power of manifestation, at least with the material items which is more of simpler task than with scenarios. Which is still creeping on the last for me because I’ve been trying to only do mindfulness for anger management Purposes and it turns into a spiritual quest. Also that I find, and I may as well just say it cause I’m not gonna be some little wussy b*tch, So I’m gonna be non-binary again, but when I go on plenty of fuckers! It will be female only because I’m afraid of the backlash I got from the extremist whether they be Genzie or otherwise! Generations hasn’t been very nice to me and I don’t really give a crap about generation Z! I think they’re either liberal or conservative. Either way they too religious, too political for their own God to the point where they will end up in Guantánamo. That being said, I’d rather not think about!  One of the many reasons I gave up TikTok, and won’t go back! And I nearly did that with POF! 

It’s not that I care about GenZ I do not. Generation Z is something that should be sort of criminal on my opinion but anyways, I’ve been writing a lot of stuff about Genzie when I was in my alternate What pad did I created when I ended up needing that Z person or generation Z person when I was trying to find a girlfriend. That being said it was not very concerning or comforting to know that that was the first person that I met on Plenty of Fish (fuckers)! That being said, I’ve been very interested and trying to avoid her. I had gone back on Plenty of Fish because I was tired of being lame. I didn’t know that sounds different for coming from me who’s not a person but in this case, I was trying to just find someone who would talk to me. And understand me that was the same reason why I did the same Plenty of Fish last time but now you can’t find me in this case unless you see me then you do if you don’t, I keep saying I don’t see you like I only see messages that being said the person would have to show messages before showing up on my likes and therefore I could be able to go and see the different  Personality traits that they have if they are dark or otherwise it is to screen personality in This is because you don’t know when you see a psychopath or a terrorist on your dating profile trying to get a hold of you. That being said, I didn’t want to say the T word but that’s what The generation z Person was trying to do was trying to recruit me. That being said, I was scared and still am scared shitless.that being said, it was very disturbing and see that they allow these types of people on social media or dating sides of this case. What was this person thinking was gonna be my next fan for the month is why did this Jen Z person try to bother the hell out of me trying to make her do her damn propaganda and she could do it herself and getting shit herself ! So I left it up to her and karma to give her shit! That being said, I’d rather talk about that! I also believe that karma will repay you either as good or as bad as you act. In this case of her being extreme as she will end up, having the worst of the worst happened to her, I believe, but I do not wish it upon anyone, not even even her, so I rather just keep that part of my mouth zipped! But if you’re asking for trouble you get, it’s the same thing with me when I was thinking about Ben, her and the 50 shades of Grey novels. Once you think of them, they come to you. That’s what happens same thing with karma if you do bad and think evil, what do you think is gonna come right back to you?!

As I was driving to and from the recycling center, and I was lucky that it was open today. That being said, I found that there was a lot of trees covered in snow. It was very interesting to see, so I was always clicking my camera to see what was going on. Also there were some other things that were going on in my life since I last blogged them. Lots of Santa Claus parade and different things were going on, that being said is very interesting that I was trying to blog, but I didn’t know if my thing was going to be accepted by Amazon because of the idea that well they have to scrutinize everything for stupid copyright reasons. Which is kind of stupid because everyone’s brain is different, and my brain is obviously going to experience things a lot different than some other a hole! So you can’t really say that you have to copyright myself I already copyrighted my stuff when I was born and ended up with PTSD. That being said, my life is already copyrighted as is because no one can live it any different than I can. That’s why I think it’s kind of ridiculous that they say this really original or is this a pile of crap. And they always think my stuff is a pile of crap sometimes which is a very annoying Thing and they hold on it until they decide to release it out to the public which drives me nuts. The last blog books that I had was for a week before it was sent to market that was kind of aggravating but anyways, so I was looking at The trees, and taking pictures of them all snow and crusted and stuff. It was beautiful. Then the winter Wonderland kept coming in my head as I was Snapping the way. I don’t know why but that song is stuck in my head since I’ve seen the countryside with snow. That being said, I also did another batch of travelling this afternoon. I think it was this afternoon! Also, I did another I’m trying to get the garbage done. There was some difficulty trying to get the garbage bin open because of the cold and expect more blogs about that later! It is gonna be winter for quite some time, and I have to get used to it!

 I got a Christopher Moore book a boring Lost horizion, Ben - hur and The jackle and Hyde story Well as the Fifty Shades of Grey 1,2,3…… What really stout was the idea of finding Fifty Shades of Grey the books as well as Ben heard that was pretty interesting on the last to find that. It was very interesting. Well, I say then, but it’s Ben -hur! I’m reading, drowning the book I got yesterday from Amazon, which would be very interesting indeed. Also, I have found other books that I didn’t think I would find in my room which are very interesting on the last. Though some of them may have to go some of them don’t it depends on the storyline, and everything else is very interesting to be able to find the stories and some of them that I’ve read some of them I have not, for the simple fact is that I found them either in recycling centre is thrift stores and I’m able to get them and save money and not have to worry about spending a sand and then there’s a really rare new books like drowning and falling that you have to find on Amazon, which kind of makes you wanna pull out your hair or whatever side of your head there is hair when you end up shaving your head. That being said, I find that very interesting and miraculous to find anything these days, whether it be on Amazon or in  Person these days in this case I’ve been wanting to read these books as well that I’ve been wanting to read for a long time or have read, but wanted to read again !   As if gems from the past. Nardo passed or the past is bad. Some of it can actually have good memories that being said that is it for today I will be doing my Joint with my friend and then I’m going to bed for the night.