October 30, 2023 A.M

 Let me tell you about what I saw this morning when I just got out of bed, it was exactly ful of glee, but it was exactly full of crap, yes, it was snowing outside and when I got out of my apartment, I saw snow and a ton of it enough for it to piss me off at least. That was exactly my ideal thing for Halloween is snow, but I guess what God has is what God has for us whatever you want to call him or her. That being said, I’m kind of really treated off with the creator right now where are you may call him or her because it’s aggravating that this is happened first thing in the morning I can see it gradually starting in the day and then going from there and I can relax and not have to worry about a ton of snow 1st thing in the morning. It’s not enough for it to be shovelled but enough for me to be angry at it! As you can tell this is October 30 and I did not expect to see this stuff!

Is the stuff that makes you want to slap a higher power in the face because it’s kind of aggravating to go through this situation when you’re dealing with actual snow. This kind of thing is not my cup of tea when I go to wake up in the morning there’s been a couple of other things that I’ve seen that were abominations one waking up but this one takes the cake. One was when the Grim Reaper took my friend and I saw the ambulances the other was when I was actually waking up this morning and saw well the snow abomination, which was kind of Barf inducing if you were to ask me! That being said, I don’t mean anything against religion, but I have something against snow in October when I’m trying to go about certain things like Halloween for example, it’s kind of hard to do anything with this white sh*t on the ground. You would think that was Mount Everest, or something where there was always snow all the time but instead, this is a Canada Where Berkeley at sea level I should not be seeing this stuff.   But then again, I am seeing this stuff free Halloween, which is kind of an aggravating for me. I’m not gonna let it ruin my day, but IBut then again, I am seeing this stuff free Halloween, which is kind of aggravating for me as I’m not gonna let it ruin my day, but I’m certainly gonna let it bug me a little cause I have to entertain my emotions from time to time. That being said, I can’t, I can’t really help but get angry at the thought of a Carlos know first thing in the morning before you wake up and take your pills and then you end up seeing this is kind of like it. I was wondering if my pills were even working or not so I ended up having to distract myself! 

This is what I’ve been up to all morning was making mandalas. I have an app where you can create your own manadalas, which is very easy I created three of these. This is the one that I like the mouse and blue and the yellow. It reminds me of Egypt. I don’t know why, but it just does. The idea of seeing a blue in the Yellow is almost royal. I also believe I put my airport code on our each one of the prongs on the different ends of the actual mandolin, which is my one for the city of Ottawa YOW! What is something I’ve been interested in because I kind of wanna get this tattoo but I’m gonna get an iPhone colour scheme for that. One day and hopefully it’ll be more refined than what I’m seeing here. I always wanted to have my airport code put In a tattoo just for the sake of it. Just to say that I came from Ottawa or the Ottawa area. I’m not gonna tell you exactly where I come from. Except that I was born in Romania that I can tell you because I don’t live there anymore. But that being said, I do enjoy making these mandalas they’re not exactly final mandalas yet, but they are pretty well interesting and they kind of are get me interested in my inner child, which is very important to think about is interesting to see what colours are used glitter colours for this one because you’re very interesting and I enjoy glitter colours a lot. There is an app that I can use glitter colors! That being said, I’ve been doing all this to avoid seeing the snow also…….

I was talking to one of my friends in the US that I talk to regularly. Usually we try to scream about trying to get my ex worry deserves it, which is jail and an orange onesie but beside the point that being said, I enjoy talking to her and we’re trying to do a joint YouTube account where we video call each other and we screen record everything and we talk to each other. I’ve been talking to this person for over 10 years. Very interesting person. She is very much similar to me as in Nerda  geek and weeb but I’m not trying to say that a bad way. Yeah idea of me on powered or a geek or a Weeb does not mean that you have to be bullied all the time there’s gonna be a sign of actually being empowered if you let it be. This is why I had my nose pierced other than my ass Astri is to go, and be who I am express yourself to be a nerd, and a geek, as well as a Weeb is to be who you are initially, which is a fun person with fun vibes and good energy. That’s my idea of being a nerd and a geek. You’re enjoying the fun things in life and only the fun things in life, but also address the bad parts in life as well. That being said, I enjoy being a Geek , and I actually happy to have someone who’s pretty well, the same as me a geek.  You might notice when you read my blog that the actual labels are nerd or geek as well because I am what I am. And I hope to be talking about very interesting things Nurding out with my friend while were video chatting and screen route calling everything and just talking about nerdy things which is very interesting. Another thing that are very interesting in the world. This person has seen me through thick and thin and see me through a lot of things that I would’ve said yes I want to call me PTSD, but did not because of her help and kindness!

What I enjoy talking to her about it is that we have the similar interests and hobbies. Which is very interesting nonetheless were practically like sisters, except there’s a border between us, which is kind of a pain in the ass. That being said, I’ve been also trying to direct my attention to the desperate housewives this show I’ve seen so many times when I was in high school and I love it, still to this day, I watch, desperate housewives because it reminds me of when I used to watch movies with my father although sometimes when he picked movies, they were horrible but anyways, when I picked the movies, they were actually decent enough to watch. And one of them was the series desperate housewives we got hooked on it more than we would on any other drug. That being said, it’s one of my favourite memories is watching desperate housewives with my father and trying to figure out who the psychopath is, if you were to say that. The dressier naughtiness of the show is just great and the intrigue and the funny thing is is good too. What I meant naughtiness I meant as in the psychopaths that walk on Wisteria Lane and they can cause a lot of problems as you can probably guess if you are a psychiatrist or psychologist that you would know that a psychopath can cause a lot of problems if you were to call it that. So it’s very interesting to see and very entertaining to see these different screwballs trying to screw up a neighbourhood but they cannot because of these women. It’s very interesting and I just am always at the edge of my couch now because I live in a group home whereas I was at the edge of my seat when I was at my childhood home, watching this this was an old tv series. I’m at the edge of my couch, watching the desperate. How is wives? I would wish that they would make a Graphicnovel or aNovel about that that would be a lot of interesting reading speaking of reading a meeting because of the actual Sh*tty weather today I decided to read one of my box that I got yesterday was the one that ironically winter survival handbook what is the movie? Very interesting to read one of my friends that is above the border that is in my country that is thought it was just driving manual but it is not is a lot more like to have a choose your clothing and stuff. It’s very interesting and I would recommend it to everyone is my outdoor life! That being said, I also have a few other survival handbooks one about Ebola, which is very interesting and that’s why I got me a read the winter one because it said survival handbook and I said well I’d like to read this because I read the Ebola, one which was not to outdoorsy!   The Ebola book that I read was very interesting. Animal is the one that got me into reading about the different germs. I can tick your body off if you were to say that! From everything from the common cold and COVID-19 I will literally read it. Except for the COVID-19 part if there was any more interesting diseases, I will read about them! Though I wish they would stop bad mouthing the bad as in the animal the bad has nothing to do with very much have the ball that humans are causing our cells like a Covid and stuff. I think it’s more of a human problem than a bat problem. Find humans are a lot dirtier than bats! Take it from me I clean for tattoo money!