Monday, October 30, 2023

October 30, 2023 early A.M.

 For some odd reason I have a headache that I can’t shake off what happened why is a sneezed a little too quickly, and now I feel a royal headache. I don’t know if it is actually a sinus headache or because I sneezed too quickly and probably bump my brain. I’m probably lucky to be alive right now, but anyways, I was beside the point I’m not exactly real thrilled to wake up at 3 o’clock in the morning yet again because I have a headache this time not because of a PTSD nightmare or anything just because I have this el rauncho headache, which is causing me very much discomfort, but I am too proud to to take a painkiller, because I am too proud of myself to even think about taking a fucking painkiller the lowest things up for babies or if you went through surgery major surgery I should say! Not to be sad, mean painkillers don’t get along with each other because it ends up in a psychedelic battle between my willpower and its affects on me, as well as I do have a high pain tolerance for for some odd reason this fucking headache hurts like a bastard! I am not exactly, enjoying the fact that I had to wake up at 3 o’clock in the morning it wasn’t because of a demonic nightmare or anything it’s just because I couldn’t wake up any other time now because of the headache!

I also had a few interesting things to say I am listening to Otep Shamaya. She’s very good. I’ve been listening to her for the past, so I don’t know how long decade and I’ve been very interested in her music and I also how her music talks about trying to cope with problems by using creativity, similar to the Insane Clown Posse, but not as violent! But still a good message to convey is there early. art my God music is my religion. That’s kind of interesting to say. I even written a couple of under an assumed pen named which was a collection of essays about her music, which I am very proud to say. I hope to say that I don’t be adversity either but unfortunately Amazon or a pen name. I don’t usually do pen names anymore because of my mothers, death to say because to be honest with you, I would rather go by my legal name and make her happy, even though she is invisible to this world, but not until tomorrow that is, and then that’s right tomorrow at samhain halloween, that means a dead walks among us practically if you want to say that if you believe in avail thing, if you don’t, you’re kind of fucked! Because I think that ghosts and spirits, and what not are just as naturally occurring as the big dipper at three or water how can you debunk a big dipper all the tree or the water? For example, you must be very heartless and stuff, so that being said, trying to debunk things that you don’t have any right to debunk is really aggravating in the first place! I have heard a very much a lot of atheists, and they’re hard core and they can really tell you that you’re stupid for believing in certain things which is kind of stupid. I think they’re more ridiculous on believing on things that is based on the idea of

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