December 13, 2023 P.M.

 It was a sombre day at my group home as I finished a book that I really enjoyed. I will show you which book that is it’s Book drowning by TJ Newman, who is pretty good at what he does. That being said, this is what I had to say about the book. It was short and sweet, but it was more or less what I had to say because I thought it was important to say what was the most important thing that was a goddamn good book!

Love this book so much!! Move over falling I’d give this ten but goodreads only allows five! Very good, recommended to anyone who listens

I thought it was a good Way to end a year on a good note was by reading a TJ Newman book which was pretty good. Which was her second book I’ve read following I don’t know how many times which was very good. This is exactly what I had to say about the following book as I mentioned on the above italized text! This book deserves more than just fries stars. It deserves that least 10 or 11 stars if you can go that high, but Goodreads can only go so far!

This is how I finish my ear. And reading that is. I might win more books later on, but will not mention them until I get to the New Year’s Day. That being said, it was very interesting to be reading another book of her in the same year! When I ended up finishing the novel, I almost so sad. But at least I was able to Roy a short butt killer review! That being said, I’m very sad that I am that had an end. I guess like everything Eastern philosophies nothing is permanent. That being said, that is the same thing with the month it’ll usually go to end sooner or later, but that’s what I get a little ticked off like a kid who dropped her balloon while playing with it too. That being said, I’ve done that many times too, and have blown my gasket! I say the same thing with the box if you read them too quickly, they pop up and then you end up losing your gasket. Because it’s very interesting involved with the books! But i own the book! That being said I find that this book was as memorable as the book Falling which was a good book in it on its one! Each of her books consists of airplanes and they are just so fascinating! As for the most of the morning ……..I was working for 2 hours and half straight! So that is 25 slaps there! I was working like a complete happy dog!I would should you what I did but it would me me going to the WhatsApp and I hate WhatsApp! I only use in emergencies or if I find something on Amazon!  It is ok to hate WhatsApp?! I think so! 

That being said I am happy to have worked 2h 1/2! But boy……the back the back the BACK!  Did it ever hurt trying to stretch! And some people thing that I dont have pain! It just comes in the form of muscle pain! F*ck did that hurt one I said on my couch and tried to relax it!  That being said I did not pinch anything nor pull a muscle! It was a sign of a good job well done! As fair I am concerned with my ex! I forgave him but would rather not talk about about it ever again and just leave it as a lesson learned! Not to date anyone note despises tattoos!  It is simple as that!

Why this morning before work I ended up hearing from a tattoo hater! I could even mention that, so I blocked him after he was finished talking to me and that was it if he was finished talking to me. He couldn’t shut the hell up! I dont know why I attract tattoo haters! The are just a bunch of f*cking juffs! In case you don’t know a juff is juggalo for hater!  And I seem to attract them a lot! For example I was eating my lunch , my fucking lunch when some people stopped the head scarf and acted as if they never seen one in their fucking life! It was Barbaric and the driving between the driving and the Muslima gazing I thought NORMAL people need to see a fucking psychiatrist more so then I do!  And I have PTSD, Aspergers, ADHD and ocd! And I seem to keep my shit togother when see something different….or unique! For example I could stare for hours on end of the stupid blonds! But I dont because that is bigotry! Get over yourselves people and seek prof help! Or I kick an ass! Sorry by some people are so ignorant that it’s a mental breakdown for them to see some different!

I will tell you what a penpal told me!

This. Is it

“ But the truth is, Elena, whoever you are, you develop a bond with those you share the same frequency with. And I've always formed strong bonds with the special, the smart, the ones people label as 'weird'.” 

Now that is in an intelligent woman!   What I did because I was getting sick of ‘people’ Muslim gaze is I held up my phone to make them thing I was recording them video…..do freaks thought i probably posted it on Facebook! Now they live in fear of my phone! That is why for being racist and Islamophobic! Those types of psychopaths are my biggest pet peeve!

That being said A lot of things people do that they do in response to someone who is different or unique is really a pet peeve of mine unless they start a compliment you were wave hello they usually just don’t have very much or don’t have a nice look on their face and they just glare at you as if they never seen it before! It isn’t like I was in the n*de! So what the f*ck!  This what my friends worried would happened when cloth touched head!  Nor do I give a sh*tty sh*t about the bigots out there!

Sometimes I wonder…….wtf is wrong with these people?!  What? That? fuck? And I will next time record them amd up them up on Facebook! Some my friend can see who dopey people get!