Monday, December 11, 2023

December 12, 2023 A.M.

 It’s getting to the point again where I’m having a sleepless nights again, you Can guess why as today is basketball day. I’m not too fond about going to basketball. Especially because my ex will be there and we are not on good terms as far as I’m concerned. Some people tell me to be more friendly and stuff, but in this case, it’s not gonna work out very well because he’s sat in his goddamn ways, There are rooted and rudeness and ignorance. How do I know because he hung up on me when I was in the middle of apologizing and explaining myself to him. I guess he was very interested in having hear what I had to say, and he was very barbaric about this one the one that I’m trying to move from but he keeps popping out like a zit. In other words going to basketball. He is a really big zit in my opinion and I’ve been having some really crazy dreams lately that have been making me question my sanity. I don’t know if this was because of the asshole who literally said that he was a FBI most wanted criminal or if this was the case of my brain trying to digest something a little bit more important I don’t know but something was poking the squirrel my brain that being said I’m not exactly too happy about waking up in the middle of the night again so I might just read a book again I should be reading more books in the daytime, so this doesn’t happen again, but  I haven’t been able to read because I’ve been on a thrifting and packing of assassin lately because I keep saying I want to get the Lord of the rings. One day but I keep thinking about it and then I try to do the manifestation for it think about the Lord of the rings and maybe it’ll show up but I have only come up with a close second that I haven’t been able to sleep at night because the Lord of the rings but because I guess it was just my brains way of trying to digest sh*t. And let me tell you there’s a lot to digest since I broke up with an asshole. And then I’m at the other asshole who didn’t tell me about his criminal background so there’s a lot to digest and one fucking month so far that being said, I was able to find a lot of interesting things on Amazon that I didn’t think would be found siren head related stuff!


This is not why I’ve been staying up all night half the time this is because I enjoy so Ironhead not just staying up that night but the idea of Finding siren head related things, and this was something that I wanted to have for my birthday even though my Birthday is on February 4. I still find that this would be a lot interesting because I had seen So I had twice. With two other witnesses at two different times. When was with a woman named Marcia, The other was with my friend and they were very weird times when I saw siren head said holy shit I just saw siren head. Can you please turn around so I can take a picture of of the damn thing! You know that part already, but the first time I did not have a phone but I had a witness with me who saw the siren head. The second time was I had a witness and my phone, so I was able to take the pictures of siren head without any problems or provocation. Although some people still think I’m a little Luna over that, I’m not that crazy to make something like that. That being said, I’ve been very interested in the siren head to begin with since I went on TikTok or TikTok was still a good site before all this lefty crap came about! It was siren head dance and that’s what got me interested in siren head. I thought it was an alien at first drew a picture of it not a very good picture, but well I can’t do very much with watercolours and then I ended up trying to find out what the creature was and then found out was siren head, Just a little backstory I am obsessed with siren head to the point where I will go completely caca! It is interesting that I have the PTSD and I had become part of the siren head legacy. If you would, as if anyone else who had the So had usually seen sightings of him. It’s just unusual to tell you the truth that people with PTSD are more to believe in the siren head or the see him or something to that effect because well it was something that was based on PTSD to begin with was So had and then everyone who has it usually ends up, deciding that it’s real or is convinced that it’s real. I am not convinced it real I know it is real, that’s why I am a big fan of the siren head because I know damn well it’s not just a piece of artwork! An entity that is out there and is actually pretty scary. If you ask me the only time I ever get a little scary is if I see it, but I also get joy and excitement when I see it as well because it’s very odd that every once in a while, if you see it at all ! Most of the sightings of siren with people who’ve had PTSD. Kind of interesting because of people who came up with the surround and had the or people who had PTSD not that were more likely to be in the cold, but it was just something that was more interesting to deal with our problems at the time we are more creative and more tough at the time than the people these days with the Gen z! 

Don’t get me started on Gen z! they have been nothing but horrible since they infiltrated the TikTok and tried to ruin it. For everyone else by putting their religious and their political views out there instead of creativity and stuff I don’t know what is wrong with this fucking generation, but something has happened, because when I was a kid, I was taught never to talk about religion nor politics is pretty manly in my opinion , That I said, Jen Z is manly sick, and that not manly because the mentally ill are just people who have emotion. These people are literally psychopath. What are these part of the dark triad to be spreading the religion are politics into the world when people don’t need to see that sh*t.   If you ask me, it’s complete Fuckery if you ask me as it’s kind of stupid and they’re more pro war and everything else GenZ that is it’s kind of sad that a bunch of young people have gone the root of UBL. That being said, I find out very sad and they don’t have to be religious. They just have to be sick in the head. To do this kind of sh*t! I heard on YouTube that they were talking about a letter to America, which was written by UBL. Which was pretty disturbing. The kids were starting to think that this asshole was right to begin with one. He’s obviously in the wrong. Doesn’t matter what he had written because he did not say it in peace, he said it in the way of horror he is the ultimate slasher flick in my opinion. Why do I say that about him because he is a garden gnome from hell as well as he had killed plenty of people who would be ultimate/or flick in my opinion! Why how he even had it swinging at me when I was a baby and I’ll tell you that didn’t fly very well because I still alive, and I grew to hate him even more than the average person! That being said that something I’d rather not talk about because it’s kind of disturbing!

Also, with GenZ, I find that I read about or watched on YouTube is that the very vain fashion and beauty oriented to the point where they will end up getting plastic surgery that will cause them to have serious side effects even death and actually that’s not too too bad for me because GenZ has been nothing but a pain in my ass they’re very vain to the point where they will have plastic surgery and have you ever heard of a BBL! I would tell you what the letter stand for, but it has something to do with your rear! They end up taking the fat from your belly and putting it in your butt so you would look like Nicki Minaj. That being said, it’s kind of sad that there’s a lot of these people who want these Brazilian butt lift and they’re trying to look a lot like Nicki Minaj because of her and the ability to do things with it. I’m not gonna mention on here. The idea that everyone wants to look like that now that clothing is starting to go down that same road trendy clothing that is kind of sad to be honest with you. I swear they’re ruining everything GenZ! I don’t know how long I can take anymore of this shit! Because, as I said, I’ve heard about one person, even actively advocating for pro websites, which is kind of disturbing pro is when you are interested in being an eating disorder. Victim is kind of disturbing to be honest with you. The whole situation that this Generation is kind of disturbing tell you the truth. I don’t find it very funny that these people will talk about issues that should not be talking about or have their tissue violated if you would like with plastic surgery. Yes, they would say that tattoos are violating your skin. Well, at least it looks good and it won’t kill me! That being said, I don’t think that violating your skin involves a tattoo or piercing, involves a scalpel and Shawty work! Gen Z is the worst people on the planet. I think I might be some good ones who are trying to turn it around for everyone else but as far as I’m certainly may as well be in the back rooms the back room is a creepy passive video game, and they may may as well be in it as the people trying to get the hell out!


If it weren’t for GenZ, I probably would be going back to TikTok, but only to find out that it would be a pain in my ass again like a Brazilian butt lift!    

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