I was working on some thing for the past month that I have been trying to keep a secret but now it’s done. It’s a picture of a chakra stone cairn! That one that I drew by hand, does not have as much life as the other one that I did. But I did it out of my apple pen. This one was a little. And depressing, but it will make some people happy. I guess if they’re interested in darker colors. I try to make it as bright as possible. Trying to put everything I knew about Pascal from Facebook on the idea of the chakra Kyron. That being said, it was very interesting to see this sort of come to life and sort of the dead at the same time I’ve been at this all morning that’s why I couldn’t be able to help out with my bond today because I was working on this among other things that I had to do. I really tried to blend in the colours as well, but they were not all that great! The badge of pastels I have are not as good as the way to have as a kid causing me to make some work. I remember making a blackfish tattoo that I wanted done and it didn’t turn out as good. It was supposed to be a black Koi fish, which represents that you’ve gone through a lot of mental health struggles to get where you are today. Which is something that resonates to me to this day. I also Koi fish main luck as well! So that’s why I wanted to do that one years ago but that didn’t turn out as good as north this actually turned out as good as I hope it would be. I worked on it for at least a few hours still looks like a kid made it! That being said, whoever said that they like this was a real job! Because I think this is the worst piece of art I’ve ever produced in my life. I’ve tried my best to create, but as I said, this one was beyond help! I’ve been dealing with a lot of issues with these pastels that were given to me by a friend years ago about two years ago, which was supposed to be a very good premium set, but turned out to be pretty god-awful! You literally have to do a workout just to get painting or drawing out of the road. That being said it wasn’t exactly my cup of tea to do this, but it was at least thankfully it was done! So I don’t have to worry about the idea of doing this again for quite some time, but I Wish I could’ve got more premium version of pastels, because this one was smooth enough to use this set of pastels! What I had to deal with was literally doing a bunch of wraps with weights, but only with a very light pastel crayon. That being said, that was not very hard to most people, but it was hard on my back. It wasn’t hard on any of my other body goes hard on my back as it was a pain in my ass To blend the colours in to get everything right and get everything set up so it look like the one that I did on my iPad!
The one I did on my iPad was a lot better and has more life than the color. That being said, I’ve been not having to struggle with the iPad version as much as I had to with the real life version of the actual picture. Other then that I have been busy with my joint, YouTube account that I do with a friend from the United States that’s the only collaboration that I do with anyone else because at least this person is a verified human being unlike the person who wanted me that other Gwen person who was from Ottawa Canada near me who wanted me to collaborate on her crap that was more politicize and religious than anything else. At least with my friend from the United States so I can have some fun and let all some steam and just enjoy tubing. I am sure you a couple of things what my YouTube look like there’s the one that is the Ducky alien news network Which is spoofed if you would say, poking fun at the news, which is very interesting and can help you get some stuff off your back! The news has been very negative lately has been negative so I thought why don’t I just poke fun at the news with my friend who does videos with me on YouTube so that way it would be a lot easier than idea came from me from some guys I read about in the newspaper long Who would make fun of the extremism in the part of the world which is a big problem nowadays. But I wonder how YouTube channel is if anything I wonder how they are dealing with stuff. So I did the English version and the middle version. If you were to call it that I will show you pretty soon what that one will look like the ducky alien news network, I base my Zoom character off of Frodo, and she based her Zoom character off of Gandolf, which was very interesting. We call ourselves, Frodo and Gandolf in the news one that lease. And then, on the other one, we call ourselves, wicked and Gwen this is a different Gwen than the one that was trying to get me to be radicalized by stupidity. The one that I met on Dating site that I am thinking is very questionable and everything else in between that. I’d rather not deal with. I don’t get very many hits on that site except from screwballs anyway! I go on more about that. Also I had to make a new Facebook which was a pain in my ass! because someone just happened to mention their criminal background or criminal record without me, knowing before hand, and I was like really angry and upset. So I had to make a new face you’re not gonna get this Facebook either, but you get the jest that I had to change Facebook yet again in my life because the guy turned out to be a complete criminal. Who was facing charges was kind of ridiculous, to be honest with you and the fact that he had children! R*tarded, is what I think I don’t think criminals should have children or should be able to be on the Internet, especially those that have to phase court dates or anything like that. Who knows what that guy would’ve been I would’ve never wanted to stop by to find out so I left and delete the Facebook and left a bad taste in my mouth and had to make a new one just to get a good taste in my mouth if you know what I mean!
This is the idea idea of the news network we made that was supposed to be a farce or a spoof of the news. But we’re in the middle of the earth and stuff. At least I have the I am on there. And she has newspapers on her. It was very interesting to make up News stories that were according to our interest and our concerns in the world. Mine was more siren had bass so siren had being that damn monster that everyone likes to talk about I’m obsessed about in the first place. That is one thing that I talk about she talked about the paula Toledo that has been long gone for about 23 years 20 years 21 years I don’t know but it’s been a long time since anyone has heard it online. It’s called how long will it take. That being said that was the one thing that was very interesting because I didn’t know this song existed and I was there when that song was around why didn’t I not know about that song until I was thirty f*cking four years old! The terms for this topic is the idea that there is a lot of missing or lost media in the world like the idea that someone can’t find a good song these days is just barbarically sad also, you have to go on Reddit other things to go and find the dang thing that tried to be able to listen to. It was very lucky that someone uploaded it on YouTube. But the streaming service is I suck the fat one!
This is the original ducky, and the alien YouTube channel that I do with my friend the same friend I knew the meddlers news with that is called the ducky alien news network! Is very interesting to do a lot of interesting things and talk about stuff and get stuff off my chest. I find this is a lot better than going to some stupid So psychiatrist who would just make your pop pills anyway, this is a lot more creative and a lot more constructive than having them bitch and wine to some doctor and then end up taking a lot of medication that you really don’t need to take or want in the first place. That being said I find that blogging or YouTube is a lot more healthy than going around, taking pills and dealing with stuff that you should not be dealing with like a side effect So said pills! The secret life pills are kind of destroy your body and trying to destroy everything that your body has been made to do. I’ve heard of people who had PTSD and then ended up with Parkinson because of the goddamn medication. They’re on that why I have been using crystals as well as I’ve been doing creative outlets for my anger instead of just blowing my gasket or bitching to people about my problems, I find away to do it creatively! Be through tattoo design or getting a tattoo or YouTube and I find that a lot easier to go through the motions of the emotion and then go through what you have to do to stop feeling. Sorry for yourself. As I said mentioned before the insane clown policy, they’re not criminals or anything they just mentioned about the idea of not feeling sorry for yourself that you should feel creative and be yourself. Is that feeling sorry for yourself that is. That being said, I take a lot of creative outlook on my look as well, my clothing I mean. And I’m trying to get back into make up. But the makeup situation is starting to flounder, so I just have to get some more friggin make up. But I can’t because of the money but we’ll get it around my birthday I hope. That being said, I’m also hoping again some Make up Christmas as well. That being said that’s out of the bag but I also do head scarfs not hijabs, but headscarves and I do a lot of different things with my looks. I think other people wouldn’t think about.
There is something very interesting about wearing a bandana like head scarf. That is very interesting indeed. I find this is more interesting than going around freezing your head off literally in the middle of winter even though if you’re in a nice warm house, you still freeze your head off I find! They’re being said, I like to be original with my log and stuff. I find most of my stuff either donated or through the idea of the recycling centres I find. It’s very interesting to go about and look through other things and see where that goes today I ended up getting some Star Trek books that I will be sharing with a friend as well as some recorders, which I won’t be sharing with a friend! Are usually leave vinyl records for a actual good day or when I’m extremely stressed out!
I always like Star Trek from 4 to 6 years old maybe even seven years old. That being said, it was a very interesting thing the next generation, and it kind of made me attract. Now I’m a full on track. He can tail with the books. I have seen the graphic novels for the Star Trek! I just like to read anything I get my hands on the records I found were just A cryptic records that I keep that are very excel and very interesting and stuff that I enjoy but they are vast range of music. If you know what I’m talking about there’s some old stuff there’s some new stuff there’s some rock and there’s some country but there’s also a lot of interesting stuff that you wanna to listen too! Now that is the real lost media still even though it’s coming back that some people don’t understand the idea of vynil! Which is f*cking sad, now being able to enjoy the Rich sound that is vynil…….sad sad sad! Which is how my friend feels about the song how long will it take!
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