Wednesday, November 8, 2023

November 8, 2023 P.M.

 I love writing that my penpals as one thing that I will never give up on even if I am so busy with other things I will make time for them. I use this app calls slowly because it’s more reputable and you get more reputable people than you would with penpal or email penpals which kinda sucks the fun out of penpal these days people are more happy to be looking for a wife or a girlfriend on those sides then whereas in Slowly, it’s strictly monitored and you can’t even say the F word so that being said that’s pretty good! So I write a lot to my penpals and I enjoy writing to them quite a bit. Most of them are either female or non-binary because I am non binary! I don’t know why people like to use these penpal size that were meant to be like slowly and then they ruined it by asking for dates and other things. That being said, I kind of find out to be aggravating! To the point where I’d like to swear out the people message me, Looking for a wife for a girlfriend, so I ended up moving to Slowly because I am a penpal world refugee if you would!

I remember when penpal world was a lot better for everyone and you were able to get some good people nowadays you’re lucky to get the drags with your people who are horrible and god-awful. I have yet to find anyone who wants to talk to me on penpal world platonically, as in friendly way. That being said, I don’t like the penpal world or email penpals as another site is called because it kind of turned into a dating site! I don’t believe and I’m trying to learn different cultures, different personalities, and also different languages especially the languages that pertain to my cultures Himalayan in nature, as well as central Asian, and nature, I find it disappointing that people are looking for hanky-panky online when they say no hanky-panky! 

That being said the last time I was on side, it was email penpals, and that’s what I met my ex who was a complete anatomy piece! He was horrible to me, and I have mentioned that last time. Where is if I go on normal social media less likely to get these kind of requests for relationships or dating unless I go on Facebook dating even after that I make a explicit that I say that I’m looking for friends only and you can  F off! And I am very rude when it comes to people trying to get into my pants let’s put it that way that is aggravating So. I love to use the Slowly app because there’s less likely of someone getting in the way of friendship particularly someone trying to be a Katanova or something to that effect! I find these people more than predators are trying cats or something to that effect and it’s just aggravating having to deal with anatomy pictures. Let’s put it that way so I decided to just stick with Slowly for my friendship routines. Other than Facebook even Facebook is getting a little sketchy these days.

Another good side that I like use that a lot to go and join other peoples lives as a friend. This is very interesting for me to see what other people are like me out there. That’s how I found my brother! Was through TikTok and he messaged me first and then I said yes I can be your adoptive sister. That being said, I was very happy about that and that he was not looking for anything more than just brother sister relationship! I remember mentioning that I do have a boyfriend, and that I was LGBTQ and non-binary to my brother just to write things clear because the last brother I had him give a rats ass! And try to hurt me in such a way I didn’t hurt my little brother do the same thing to me so I was very happy to have a little brother who just wants to be a brother.

Yes, I am a penpal world refugee and email penpals refugee because I’m kind of trying to avoid unwarranted flirting and stuff that people do these days I don’t like half the peoples energy on this planet and that being said if I like your energy I will talk to you. If I do not talk to you you know you’re not good person that’s just basically how it is that I only talk to good people and good people only! I can go on and on about world. It used to be a Christmas present for me when I was younger and it was very interesting at the time but now it’s turned into a marriage looking thing and it’s kind of stupid now and it’s I just don’t like it. As well as I also enjoy reading about How other people cope with life and stuff instead of asking me to be their girlfriend or asking me to be their wife which is like excuse me I do have a boyfriend and I do have a little brother who will  f*ck you up! If not, I will. I don’t like to be mean, but that’s the case as I don’t like to be flirted upon Online when I’m trying to deal with friendship, it’s kind of aggravating. I remember my first dick pic was from the penpal world site, and I was not impressed, They were starting with all goal like that pretty soon and it was going downhill pretty fast. I’m sorry if I use the actual Anatomical term but that’s basically what it is called when someone shows a picture of you know what. That being said, that was not very excited to see that.

Also, with the email penpals, I find that there are a lot of creeps out there like my ex boyfriend who likes to hack my Facebook and write sad poems about me to make me creeped out in the daytime. That’s kind of a creepy pasta that I’d rather not think about! Anyways, I am who I am I am happy to be who I am with my boyfriend, As well as I am happy to have a little brother as well these days that being said, I’m actually happy to be pretty well in a good headspace. Except for last night I had a night terror I should’ve mentioned that before I was I was talking about airport and the next thing you know I had a night terror so that being said that was exactly my great way of waking up at 9 o’clock in the morning Scared, you know what less! I don’t think the airplane is a good enough invention I think boats were good enough. If they could they could be just as fast if you let them be but instead, they decide to do airplanes and people have done a lot of atrocities on airplanes that being said, I’d rather not talk about this particular topic. 

So that was my morning in a nutshell, as well as I was working most of the morning as well. The late morning that I should be saying.   I did my two hours of cleaning and then I was done and then I had a nice meat sandwich and then I was finished with the afternoon. With that I was just taking a shower and then I talked to my brother for a little bit!

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