Tuesday, November 7, 2023

November 7, 2023 A. M .

 Last night I couldn’t sleep, and I was wondering where my ex was as far as relationship wise if he had moved on, God, willing he would’ve. But it turned out he did not move on. He was hacking my Facebook, and deleting my whatever else Gmail‘s and stuff because I have a new boyfriend well, the same boyfriend I’ve had for the summer. That being said, I am very angry with him. I wanted to know what was going on in his damn head or a big toe that being said, I think it’s more is big toe than his head that’s working more than his head. But that beside the point, I ended up looking up what he wise.  And this is what I found that I found a little, disturbing it it would be sentimental to him, and I believe it was to him, but I was just plain creepy to me and I’m gonna show you the picture of the poem right now and I’ll write out what the poem said. This guy is a major pain in my ass and how worries has been. I’ll tell you more about what he’s done to deserve what he described in the poem!

This is basically with a Poems says I’m just gonna “it is it itThis is basically with a Poems says I am just going to quote it as best as I can but 

“ I am so lonely

With out a word

Block ghosted

No fight 

No talking

No closeure

My long distance girl fiend 

Broke up with me

I never met her

Who does it hurt so bad?”

That was the poem. I was Dolores reading last night. I was on a high on coffee and I couldn’t sleep for shit last night so that being said, I had to find something to do to buy my time and that’s when I saw the poem! That means said, there were plenty of others like it to me and other women. As well as if he was saddened by the whole idea of being ghosted or blocked or broken up with. That being said, I feel like he was little over-the-top with this poem I’m not saying that his motions weren’t valid, but his behaviour certainly wasn’t valid when I was in a relationship with him!  Four stars, he had the ID dissociative identity disorder, and also had other plenty of demons galore. Demons me, and he was planning well disturb. If he was writing about his actions, I don’t worry about my actions except for right now. That being said I have a lot to say about what the hell this guy has put me through and I’m telling you it was more painful than anything even worse than mosquito bites and let me tell your mosquito bites are rude. And they are practically at 10 when they come to the pain level because you have a scratch them all the time this is worse. This is like an infected tattoo, and I would rather not even think about such a thing. But this is the kind of shit he pulled!

Also, one of the phone so it’s gonna be addressing one of the things that I was gonna say that he did was passing off as a cancer patient. Something I don’t believe it is completely true. I think that he had a fully functioning body and a fully functioning everything else unfortunately,  that’s another hell then I had to go through. Anyways, he ended up saying that he had cancer and he would stay these chemo appointments and stuff but he wasn’t going to chemo or anything. That being said it was just a matter of making me feel sorry for him and making him feel better about himself if he feels like he’s a victim! That being said, he always play the victim card very well either be the cancer card or the fact that he has a psycho ass that he sick on the who threaten me with a samurai sword (katana) which I did not exactly appreciate when I woke up one morning to find a death threat and a picture of a samurai sword on my Facebook messenger. This is why I don’t give out my Facebook to very many people. He completely was not even interested in girls wearing make up at the time I was wearing make up and he wouldn’t even dare look at me if I wore make up and that was another thing and because I did not have piercings at the time and other shit that he pulled was that he said that he was goth one really he’s not!

Also I meet one of his ex through Facebook messenger one time I think it was before my birthday, and she threaten me with a samurai sword (katana) and she was really adamant of killing me with it. And saying that he was hers and stuff like that and then I find out that it was just all of that that was if that wasand she was really adamant of killing me with it. And saying that he was hers and stuff like that and then I find out that it was just stolen at that was one thing that should I use that as daughters because I was something that pissed me off to no end and the ex came back to say she was going to go and come at seppuku! She had tears running down her face and her selfie and she looked very creepy and stuff like that. I found this to be very disturbing and I was like what the hell is going on here and then she was saying Seppuku! She was going to kill her self who the hell is he dealing with the Japanese mafia the yakuza I didn’t know, but I was not appreciative of this. This one was the biggest offence of my life. The fact that one of his access was a female yakuza! And an unstable personality at the same time kind of like Oren Ishii or tomorrow, motions than anything else and I thought I fell into or woke up into a kill Bill movie only no one was wearing keto masks. It was kind of disturbing and I was like what the f*ck is going on! It was a Seppuku thread that got me really riled up. That was one thing and then he’ll So decided he was going to do this and this could be another starter thing!

On my birthday he said that he was with a certain group of people know it’s just a Japanese mafia but with a certain group that starts with an I we all know what that group is Emma gonna say which group that is because I don’t wanna get banned but anyways it was a very disturbing to hear about that on my very birthday the very day that I was born 34 years ago. I found this very disturbing and found those very creepy and just got off for an hour rotation, because he knew I had PTSD! There is a whole menu of things he has done that has caused me to cyber bullying him if it were to be called that because he was horrible to me and he wasn’t exactly mentally stable as I said, I think he had a DRD what is sushi right I need a shoulder because he would assume the identity of a dead girl as well and other atrocities as well. I was kind of a disturbing thing to deal with last year at this time with him and he was a real sh.*t!  Also, he was a martial artist some thing I don’t really believe in exams for mental health purposes, so that being said, I think he was Natalie L completely that being said, I think he was more than mentally ill. I think he was dangerous Anna martial artist, and I find that martial artist are the most abusive man on the planet, the emasculate themselves in so many ways that’s ridiculous. God only knows what he’s doing to his ass because supposedly, according to a friend he got back up with her. This is the one who is in the yakuza and is also a samurai sword Fiend that being said, I was frightened to know that she was to being abused. I would never take that shit and I did not take that shit I was seeing the red flags but  I was not buying into his story about him being a cancer, patient or a spiritual person! I had to be said I wouldn’t want to dare deal with him again, and I tried to reason with him last night, but I was afraid that he would hack my Instagram so I decided to forget it. Another few arms are on the menu of stupidity he’s done.

.Nudes

Among other things

And then he also said that he was a Muslim, which was a real no go with me. Not that I hate these people, but I do care about all people of the human race for him saying that was just the tip of the iceberg and was a big red flag, and then his birthday he mentioned that he was with all my meeting a group of people that starts with an I! That being said, I’ve been really pissed off and I am in Pascal for the past year. I’ve been very angry with the idea of him still being on this planet when my mother was not on this planet, and other things like that why do bad people get to live in the right people end up dying or being abused. That being said, I hope that karma catches up to him one day! And I hope the universe has a real special treat for him. That is not very positive that is! 

Did I mention Nielsen hack my Facebook, and made me look like a fool on spacehey because of the fact that I have a boyfriend yes, I did!

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