Sorry I didn’t get a write morning. I was writing to some penpals! That being stated, I have been very busy running to penpals as the letters come in mountains on the slowlyApp! So I was spending most my morning, writing, the penpals and telling them about basically about my tattoo that I was getting! That also, I as well, and it up with a friend from Canada, who is also a penpal. That is very rare to have someone from the same country as you to be your penpal, but that’s beside the point I ended enjoying writing that letter to them again. The person is also known by Ineri, which is what I am as well. Being non-binary means that you don’t wanna subscribe to a gender. All your gender queer which means that you you don’t really go buy one gender or to actually let’s put it that way you’re in between! That being said for the past few months, I’ve been wondering about my gender questioning it. I know I go to the bathroom ceiling down that being said that doesn’t mean very much and just means I can’t stand up like menu or gender queer man or non-military man can! Instead, I don’t have that particular anatomy, so I sit down while going to the bathroom at all times. I acknowledge that at the end of the day, but really, I am non-binary or two spirited. I like the word twospirited, as it is more fanciful mystical to talk about twospirited in your body, instead of just the one or the other!
I have been questioning my gender for quite some time, because I am a rare kind of person that you don’t see every day even though I dress like a female and go to the bathroom like one as well I am or non-binary. I can tell you what my pronouns are there pretty scary, even though this is a girl blog! I am also bi/pan and poly amorous
These are my pronouns: She/her/they/ey/Ze/hir. I know they sound rare and atmosphere but they mention about nonbinary that they’re not sure if they them these are also non-binary pronouns as also a she her as well because I do mention that I have to shit when I’m going to the washroom at all times. Which is kind of aggravating.! I wish to say this is a nonbinary blog, but I started off as a girl blog but at the back of my mind, I knew who I was to begin with! And I am who I am take it, or leave it. I’ve been saying that so many times in my life I am who I am taking a leave it Weatherby through my race whatever that is or my orientation or my gender, if you do not like who I am, you can leave it if you like who I am taking this is who I am! That being said, I am always thinking between the lines when it comes to gender I don’t really wear noches, female, clothing or male closing. I’m not a tomboy, but I do feel like I’m in the in between if you were a call without the gray area of gender! Also, I think that gender should equate to your personality and not just your anatomy. Gender should be who you are as a person not how are you go to the bathroom or how are you have….. (filling the blank)! I always found my monthly time mines to be a pain in my ass and I always wanted to get rid of it because I did not feel that I was well I didn’t know what to think about it. I thought it was just for cis gender is only! Let being that biologically and obviously female, female, well obviously be going to a biologically and obviously mail mail that being said I don’t believe in that I believe that lovers many things and it has a suit your personality just as long as it’s 18+ you’re good to go on 21+ is more my speed! I don’t believe that the same thing with the gender there it should have a label know I have to say non-binary because half the pronouns are you Siri or gender queer female is not exactly Listerine any of the social medias that I am in! This word, explain for many things, my anger problems besides my PTSD, and maybe my insecurities towards myself other than the fucking bullying that I had to endure because I said PTSD! To be sad that I have been missed generalize not because of my chosen gender but also because of my ancestry is kind of thing that has been putting me off and now I just use the world and I miss your pronouns I don’t go buy dog cat or anything like that. I just go buy the ones that I have listed! But if I could say that I was gender queer, I would, but I am obviously by social media standards non-binary so I have to say that I am. That being said, I am very interested in learning more about non-minority, and what it means to be that way obviously it means to be human! Not to be sad I’m very excited to say that I am going to tell my friends one day that I am non-binary. And that I am hoping to be who I am on the way whatever the supernatural have intended me to be in the first place, and I certainly don’t mean the TV show instead, I’m talking about the forces that made us in the first place. And I’m not talking about her mothers and fathers! I believe that if you’ve had so many past, lives that you will end up becoming non-binary or trans in some way! It’s just a matter of time when you hit that stage in your reincarnations cycle that you end up being enlightened and find who you are really. Without meditation or having to do contemplation. This is very interesting. Nonetheless, I’ve had to do a lot of meditation. I’m contemplating for my PTSD but I also because of mindfulness as well. This is what has come out of it. The fact that I am non-binary. If you were gonna say that. I’d rather be non-binary by pan instead of wallpaper as Marilyn Manson would call it the normal people who would be wallpaper. I’d rather stand there and just be who I am in the first place. I’m telling this right now that I am non-binary now and will always will be because this is what I found of myself after months of meditation and mindfulness training even though that was meant for PTSD and anger management still something comes out of it!
I do acknowledge at the end of the day how I was billed as a female. But then I do realize that I am in the in between that I am who I am to begin with and either you can take it or leave it or if I wanna be vuglar or take it and shove it! I am also interested in learning about being polyamorous. I don’t know why, but I think I might be that way to show ADHD that I probably have so many thoughts and actions. I also cannot share to one person like I can with a Burke. With a Burke, I am more able to be monogamous with a book to read one book at a time but with a person I just can’t be monogamous it is the way I was built in the way I was wired to be non-binary by pan as well as not to be monogamous. It’s just the way I was major story I was part about Tibetan and Sherpa and white. That being said, it is part of my DNA and I’d rather not the judge on the idea of my DNA except except by the contents of my character I wonder why people don’t respect other people it’s because these days people are not learn how to respect one another. I’ve learned that from a friend and we talk about that where some people do not run about respect and call people stupid names based on their DNA religion or otherwise whatever else is beyond the victims control. In other words is bullies in bigot all over the place and they’re all always not going to be respectful that’s the idea of being a bully and a bigot, he’s not to show any respect for anyone or anything for that matter that is of the two kingdoms, a human or animal kingdom. If you are a big yet you don’t show any respect and either one. You just say well that small dog is a must or something like that I don’t know, but I just don’t know how to say how to be a bigoted because I don’t have a bigot bone in my body instead I just have what I have a compassionate moan in my body and a decent halfway decent bone in my body and maybe some scoliosis that being said, I don’t really want to have a bigoted bone in my body!
I have been called everything under the sun, and I said yes yes I’ve been calling everything on the sign and I rather just say you can say what you want and run away before I catch you kind of person because I am the type of person who will attack you if you are a big head I remember my brother, who was a real bigot because he did not like anyone of the LGBTQ community. He certainly hated Jewish people. He certainly hated everyone on the planet that wasn’t white catholic who had frequent sex, and as well as drank frequently, which was a Really bigoted idea in the first place he even said to me a Rome answers, just living in a dream where she was kind of a bullshit stereotype on his part! And he would watch all kinds of World War II movies just to see the undesirable people if you were to call them that if you’re up being harmed. And I said you gotta be freaking jokingly you like watching this crap! Only I did not say crap I said the SHIT word, and that being said I have been very angry with & he also was bigoted against people with tattoos and piercings. Something I find is offensive is to be against people who like barrier. So I ended up getting rid of my brother right away and decided to go about my life without him! Also, i also noted that he hurt me and I went to the police about that!
Will B. I have a boyfriend I am tattooed in parish. I am non-binary and I’m not living a fantasy life. That’s what I would say to my brother if I were to confront him. That being said, I’d rather not deal with him Kyler, I’d probably shut him up! Because he allowed Mahavishnu to that being said, I don’t like bigotry and big yet. When I want to try to go talk to my brother, one time on the phone, I was not going around chicken hunting as a Juggalos would say. Which means finding big ads but instead he ended up getting any earful from the police. I know the Juggalo community is Acab! But not this person, I am pro cop because I’ve had more positive outlook’s with the police and positive outcomes with the police than anyone else has that might carry the same appearance as I do that to be said, I do not believe that you have to be acab! I feel that people who are a cab as well are also very big and it against police and they should not have someone by their freaking job as well just because they may have had a shit experience!
That being said, I am hoping to find who I really am safely without the chickens like my brother, or my father lives, put it that way my father was also a checker and who also trying to hurt someone out to like father like son I guess it’s usually the same way. I’m sorry to say ass, but that is the truth that my father try to hurt someone years younger than me. As well as my brother tried to hurt me as well and they both didn’t get away with it. Only one got an earful the other got dementia karma’s a bitch. You can guess who got dementia my father and my brother is also get showing signs of early onset of dementia. He’s forgetting things, and forgetting what it means to be a man. Not to hurt a woman or non-binary person or anyone else for that matter.! When she goes right back to that respect thing, people need to be raised to know what respect is and then maybe we wouldn’t have to deal with the police in the first place that is my only way of saying is if you we learn how to respect one another we would need to respect people to come and patrol or every movements. That being said, until we are able to rest, be respectful towards one another, there will be the police at hand. Because people are shitheads!
How do I know I’ve been on the receiving end since the day I was born!
I think the PTSD is caused by a lack of respect for your fellow human or fellow animal, and that you also end up getting caught up in your own greedy or disrespectful ways, and because other people PTSD, and maybe some animal some PTSD to is a very cool world out there without rush back. I wish people would learn more respect instead of trying to hit things or other people or trying to do bullsh*t. Stupid sh*t in the first place. That’s what I think is the main cause of PTSD other than a chemical malfunction in the brain and a traumatic event. What caused the traumatic event is a lack of respect for your fellow humans or your fellow living things. Therefore, a dog is skittish or a human will punch you in the face if you trigger ether! That being said, I also believe that kindness should be a more of a thing, and it still should be respected. Maybe we wouldn’t have to worry about dealing with such things as a cab or non-a cab or any of the fucking phobias that are around that are against other people!
Well, I’m just a girl trying to live a decent life and trying to go about alive said well I hope will be a long life
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