November 2, 2023 P.M.

 Since realizing me that my ancestors came from Asia and tibet as well Europe, I have been looking to find people who are similar to me was life changing for me!  I have meet some nice people on the other side of the world there for making my westernized life seem less boring! I also like to take letters from my penpals and put the correspondence on wattpad as I am a writer! This also has helped connect with my ancestry and friends more than penpal world or tandem where there are a lot of perverts on there! This I know I can friend people and be safe at the same time! This has changed my life for the better!  In many ways!  I also love learning Dzongkha and Tibetan from my friends and connect with my ancient routs.

That was a slowly story that I had mentioned on the Slowly apps website, slowly is a penpal app. What are you talk to people from other parts of the world is very interesting is help me become the person I am today and I actually enjoy wearing the different languages of my ancestors be at dzongka or Tibetan or whatever my ancestors may be. The ancient ones that is, I am very interested in this app to make friends in the regions where my ancestors used to roam! I’ve always been interested in another conference, because my parents used to take me all over the world when the world was a decent place. That was another good memory I had. Was going to different far-flung places, but not too far flung like Asia unfortunately, it was just a Europe that was as east as my mother would go. She only likes eating her up and other western places but I enjoy the eastern philosophy is in the eastern cultures. I was wondering why that was until I found out about my DNA test that’s when I noticed that I had a sh*t load of Asian and me, and that’s when I decided I was gonna make the language to journey to learning my ancestors languages in trying to preserve their culture. I know some people would say that that I’m not of those cultures because of my facial features this I have to say….. look at the size of my cheekbones you stupid bugger. And maybe you might understand the fact that I do have some Asian and me. It’s all in the cheekbones it doesn’t have anything to do with the Eyes is diminish overtime Many eyes have been bred out. But then why are you not a slight slant! Noticeable to me but not too noticeable to whether westernized people in fact, they would think I was mole crab in them until I showed them my DNA test! That is why I Penpal also to learn about different people and their personalities what they’re like and other things. That being said, I’m very interested in hearing about how another persons life is similar to mine, even though the location is bugger to get to! That being said, I’ve always wanted a Penpal since I was 13 I was forced to Penpal when I was 13 but didn’t really appreciate the full extent of penpaling and how it was very good for my mental health. So I didn’t really do very much penpaling, because it was something I thought it was a school related thing. Which was the wrong idea there. Actually it’s fine. If you take the time, do appreciate the time to write the letter or to write the virtual ladder and be done. And send it off and wait it’s all about anticipation like Christmas!

Also I have been confirmed for my tattoo appointment on Monday. Yes, I have a tattoo coming on Monday. Well it’s not coming. I’m going to the tattoo artist and getting it done. As someone else is doing it obviously because I’m not going to do it myself. Let’s just say I used to have a scare was trying to do my own medusa piercing and that and I love being a pile of crap. So I said if I ever get tattoos or piercings that they would end up being done professionally and they’re a lot easier to take care of now than they did when I used to try to do them myself. That being said, I’m not want to be self injurious, to me I think self, and Hillary’s behaviour is barbaric! To be said, I only did it to get an aesthetic a certain aesthetic that I wanted from both my ancestors in my personality. This is how my ancestors would’ve come on the way a higher hireTo be sad I only did it to get an aesthetic a certain aesthetic that I wanted from both my ancestors and my personality. This is how my ancestors would’ve commune with a higher power would’ve been through tattoos and piercings at one point! That was an Kevin Sslee great religion is kind of screwed everything up for everyone in our all blank slate. It just started to get interesting again about decades ago, was tattooing it when people saw the art in it! iPhone one also like body art because not jealous of my ancestry but also because of my rich personality, it Hass to shine somehow and this is the way it does so I do create tattoos except for the one I’m getting today I will show you that one right now what is a eyeball spider! 

I thought it was a cash me out when I saw that design and I had to have it as I said 90% of my tattoos are designed by myself except for the one that I just mentioned in the eyeball spider which is something I wanted to do or as it was called 66. That was a very interesting yes tattoo and I couldn’t pass it up. I do like eyeballs because eyeballs are the window to the soul, we can tell a lot about someone to have a use their eyeballs! That to be said, and stated, I like drawing tattoos, but I also think of an eye! Which would have been an idea that I would’ve thought of butt tattoo artist beat me to it! So I ended up bugging the tattoo parlor, Roman just asking them to reserve 66 for me until 6 November. Which is coming up kind of slowly but quickly at the same time today was a slow day. I was more or less falling asleep, and was actually not doing very much. I finally got out, my apple pen! I have been Solano know what to do with the Apple pen I know you asked to draw with the Apple pen, but what kind of design will I come up with the I want to have a design one day that matches with one of my fiends!but right now I am working on getting this done! It will be on my right top Breast and just below the collar bone! So I might be feeling  something, but I will let you know how my tattoo does!   But I do ring it will hurt too too much!   Where today I felt every bone in my bone in my body ache today, I slept the wrong way, sill me!

I also was able to have my favorite bruschetta bread this afternoon for lunch! Then I was so hyper active about dinner, that I forgot about the garbage. Which was a pain in my ass, but I finally got it done!   So I was able to get some money for that.   I am not money oriented or materialistic I just want this damn tattoo I want!then I can be happy! Though I happiness isn’t always a tattoo! I just love them.  My father would the numbskull who created that monster! With those magic were off tattoos that you get as a kid. I was fascinated, hyper fixated on them, and one of them the last longer and longer, but always have a take a with those magic wear off tattoos that you get as a kid I was fascinated, hyper fixated on them, and one of them to last longer and longer, but always have a take a shower at the end of the day. I wanted to get a tattoo for real that was actually a real tattoo know that you can have them last longer than that when I was about six years old but then again, and yes you can but you can only do that when you’re 18 and over or if you have a parents permission if you’re over the age of 13. I think that is the law! That being said, I love these things! Yes, because my father put a damp rag on my hand, and I design popped out after he lifted it! There are a lot of things my father had taught me, or taught me to enjoy. Sometimes he might not enjoying exact same things that he creates out of me but why was his fault that he created the tattoo monster. When I was about five or six. When I saw the damp rag, go from on my hand, and then saying something nice on my hand. That was just wonderful. So now you know!

When I was the last time I say I rub off tattoo was when I was in grade 6, that was the last of the, then in seventh grade got my first henna, so that was the right direction! But still I wanted to more!  When I was 17 years old I first up gauge the ears! Not to reckless nor rebellious but to show that yes I am from Tibet! Most people think about barrier anything about reckless teenagers, but that’s not the case it’s about expressing yourself and your culture way you should do it in the first place!

As for last night and why my back was hurting like a barber I was doing stretches so much in the evening when I was sleeping yes, when I was sleeping, I was stretching and that’s when I failed the first twinge ever! And now I’m paying for it I wish I could on pins that particular nerve! But what can you do? It was stretching that got me into this is certainly not gonna get me out of it!  It hurt today!