Friday, November 10, 2023

November 10, 2023 P.M.

 Well, this afternoon was pretty good. I went to the thrift store in town not the one in the next town or the town over that. But I actually went to the one that was in town. That being said, I’m not telling you where I live or the exact location of my town! I like doing Thrifting and a different low-cost activities because you never know when a tattoo idea will come in the mind. And that being said, I already have a design in mind. To be told I was introduced to this little jam about a month ago yesterday or so when I ended up going there for some books. As well as other things. This is when I decided I was going to go there and make that my main squeeze as far as thrift shop are concerned, and I didn’t think that they have the capability of doing anything of the sort…..trading! The reason being as I gave a lot of stuff to them, and they said, why don’t we just trade it? Which was the shock because I had five dollars out of my tattoo from that I was going to use. But did not end up using there was the option of using it for an extra item, but I did not! The reason I have a tattoo design already in mind!

That being said, I got a lot of DVDs again the last time I was before my tattoo I ended up getting a lot of DVDs as well and had to switch up a few things today I gave an 20 different CDs that I didn’t want mostly Michael Bublé CDs that I can’t stand him! I can go on and on about how he’s aggravating and stuff but I’d rather not. So I just threw the CDs in the bag and away I go are you telling the person who gives me my CDs that I don’t want any Michael Bublé crap! I never really liked Michael Bublé he’s more and stuff and I’m not too fond of jazz like he’s trying to be a Frank Sinatra and it’s kind of being a big hit at least with me. I don’t think he’s doing a very good job so I don’t want his CDs my mother loved Michael Bublé but I did not! Let’s just say there has been a lot of aggravation with his music that I’d rather not deal with. That being said, I gave in the CD got some DVDs and mind fulness puzzle a few mindfulness puzzle actually that I have to figure out how to work, Should I go to bingo I would assume that I would bring these dress in case I end up feeling the urge to screech! Let’s just say I’m not very lucky at bingo. I never really want anything at the damn game before and I don’t think I’m expected to anytime soon so that being said I ended up getting these puzzles or wooden puzzles that people use to keep mindful and try to keep calm. I have one now in my room that you product transport a ball to end of the puzzle next, which is kind of interesting but frustrating that’s where the mindfulness part comes into play I got that about a year or so ago then I got these today. I’m not using materialistic ones. So is very nice and says why don’t we just trade instead of you whipping out the dollar that sounds a lot nicer! that being said, I got a lot of interesting stuff not just DVDs and the puzzles but I actually rang a gold stone rang. The ring is supposed to have gold stone in it is the stone that brings happiness and lock. Not that I need any luck but we’ll see what happens, anyways, that’s what the afternoon was the last time I was there I got The small series without any problem. As well as ended up getting a few extra things a pair of very comfortable shoes, and a book on Wicca! That being stated, I think it’s important that since this is happened that I pay it forward somehow by being nice to someone that I’m not usually too nice to or that I try to do something a little bit more polite that’s how I might have to pay it forward or I might donate something to somewhere else just to be sure that I have the right karma if you were to say the karma points!

As for the last time I went there it was before my tattoo, and I got the shoes and the DVD for small. But that being said was very interesting to read the book on. I am currently reading a book on conspiracy theories, as well as I’m also enjoying other things That are in my room that I haven’t found in a long time is very strange when you go to donate something that you find something that you’ve been looking for a long run. That is very interesting nonetheless. I have found a lot of things that I thought were gone and weren’t. They were not Michael Bublé CDs, That being said, one person mentioned burning the Michael Bublé CDs, and I said I was thinking about doing it, but someone who is crazier than me might enjoy them more! So that being said, I was able to trade them for things that I actually want. I got two necklaces, one with the sun and a moon. I should be wearing that as well as a plain chain which I want to put my crystal skull on not as in the Inca crystal skulls, but just crystal skull that I got at the Richmond fair! 

I have been a crystal nut ever since I’ve been diagnosed with PTSD, because I find that crystals can help in much more better ways than the actual medication can. at least you can wear your crystals or carry them. You don’t have to ingest them and have a bad taste in your mouth. That being said that’s what I think about medication is that leaves a gross taste in your mouth is you don’t get a drink in time or if you end up it’s just gross! I would rather go get crystals and I did a crystal which was the gold stone rang. I also have another gold stone rang but it’s kind of falling apart or getting caught on everything so I’m glad I caught this one in time! Because the last time I got it was very nice but it was very can’t see it on my clothing and stuff and I was getting very aggravated with it so I’m glad I found this one. That being stated I’m also keeping the catchy one as well. so I can have double the happiness. I know that Crystal can’t buy happiness, but these are healing crystals that can help you along with your journey. As I said, I’ve mentioned many times that crystals can do magical things to your body. I can actually help you with your mood or whatever you struggling with! 

That being said, I remember after having the last time I went to my goddamn doctors office that I was having a really bad appointment and then I decided never again. I was going to use my organized pyramids, which are crystals as well healing crystals, and I ended up putting them in my bed next to my spine and I was able to sleep a lot better, and I was able to wake up in a much better mood and headspace the next day! But these plans like medication or proof I find as you can have the crap day! And I will admit, I do have those from time to time the crappy days are just dragging down. But that being said, I’m very happy that I use crystals more as healing crystals! I also have some Malaby that I made that I would find helpful with my PTSD as well so an amazonite Bracelet that supposed to bring lock, as well as to make it more positive. That being sad. Also, a lot of things I have decided on for one I have decided to delete TikTok! For the simple reason is if I have make a new account that the same guy that was bugging me would be back at me again asking for stupid stuff. I would find that kind of ridiculous to continue having TikTok! Besides, I’ve heard nasty reviews where it has hurt, mental health, and other things I wonder why that guy was having such a bugger of the time when I ghosted him the other day! . I don’t use Like to talk about a company or an app in a bad way, but in this case, this was one that effect that everything and the guy that I was supposed to be adopting, as my adoptive brother was also very negative and his statements!

So that being said, I am glad I got rid of and I don’t think I’m gonna use it again and maybe he’ll find someone else that he can bother and aggravate. And tear her down. Kind of like my ex maybe he’ll find someone who will deal with his bowl and try to deal with his Destructive behaviour because I will not deal with that! I am a juggalette, and that means that I use other means to help with negative emotions, other than destructive behaviour I do creative and productive things instead of destructive things. Like I create Cryptid monsters every morning. And I also create different things every day whenever I feel in emotion coming on good or bad. I don’t self medicate, and I certainly do not, and having Destructive behaviour that being said, I don’t believe in having that unless well you can’t control yourself in for some odd reason! That being said, I do have a lot of compassion for people that are able to not control themselves for their God-given reasons! But it Has to be God-given in order for me to have compassion for them and not just because they’re being an asshole!  That is the complete essence of being a juggalette! Icing as well as keeping your friends close and your relatives further away!

I am just hoping that Tomorrow will bring snow so I can actually get some money to shovel the snow and be done with it for the week. But I don’t know that part I’m a little pessimistic about! But we will see!

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