Wednesday, November 1, 2023

November 1, 2023 P.M

 So instead of watching the show family, Guy way should I think everyone thinks is fine well, it’s not fine there’s a lot of medical terminologies that is ever seen and derogatory like the C word and stuff so I’d rather not watch that but I am love watching something called new Amsterdam. That being said, I ended up watching that I used to watch it when I was a young girl person few years younger before Covid stroke. That being said, I ended up learn something new today as I usually do when I watch these medical drama Jarid medical boxes of they they act better than a classroom if you were to say that, for example I would rather be watching a medical drama than being in a goddamn classroom and being screwed up in the head to the point where I thought I had Cotard syndrome, which is what I learned today! I had a funny feeling I heard that term before about the walking dead syndrome. That being said, I thought I had that one time where I was possessed and stuff that being said, I don’t usually high like that that was my very first depression I had and I did not really enjoy the experience of being a Damned for eternity for at least a few months of depression. That being said, I was lucky I didn’t starve myself. That being said, sorry if I want to be triggering you, but that is how I have my PTSD started was a very, very severe, very rare form of depression, which I’m lucky enough that a one pill was able to wipe out our almost wipe out I have you had to of had any symptoms of that. Yeah it anymore and I’d rather not think about that. Even though I do refuse meals because I would rather be doing something creative instead of stuff in my face at the goddamn table, that being said is kind of interesting that some people actually fine there’s to be aware I can’t hear well life what is a way of how they receive the world! That their dad, dying putrefying, or the third organs and blood donor exist, as well as the day to don’t exist, or that they’re ghosts as well!   Which would’ve been more appropriate for yesterday but anyways, that’s why I learn about these different Mando illnesses not just because of my graphicnovel, but for miles of my interest in psychiatry and psychology, interested? Interested I have legs, astronomy and Dzongkha and Tibetan languages so that being said it’s just an interest in mind it’s just so happens that my interest has led me to do a short story collection of graphic novels. That being said, it’s very interesting I’ve gone through grief and PTSD. Now this is gonna be the next what I’m gonna do it. This might have some triggerwarnings when I put it on web town, but that being said it is what it is I am headed inspiration, and I learn how to create out of it. I still like the show new Amsterdam and also the Grey’s Anatomy. Grey’s Anatomy is more about sex than anything else but it’s just as educational as the other medical dramas. It’s very interesting to see what your body will come up with one of you at a certain way or are you your brain ask a certain way!

That being said, I don’t really consider the brain to be a brain is more of a squirrel and a barking squirrel at that where it’ll torment you for a long time and will cause you more problems than us in the long run, sometimes I wish I was like a zombie where I can take my brain out, put it in a jar and just leave it in the jar until I want it in my head again but that’s besides the point I can’t do that that’s not nature or natural to have your brain outside your head so I am kind of fucked either way! So it’s interesting that a lot of interesting things go on with that annoying organ. Let’s put it that way. It’s an interesting organize very powerful organ by is also very annoying especially when you have a these conditions like PTSD or depression or something like that that fuck up your day! Ie. Bingo! 

I always like learning about different mental issues or mental illnesses because it’s very interesting and I’m applying that through my graphic anthology of graphic am short stories that I do on web tune that being said, it’s very interesting to see where my brain can take me where I can learn about different mantle wellness instead of him more about the Qatar general there’s three stages of it!   I’m going to tell you what they are first the germination or growing stage where you know having a picture of a depression or a hypochondriac. Then there is the blooming. Where are you and I’m starting to have the delusions of being dead and then the chronic what is you have a severe delusions, as well as a pain in the ass of a depression. Most of these people do not want to survive this because I have starving themselves thinking that they don’t need to eat or anything. It is very interesting to see what the brain can come up with. I’ll tell you how I came across this interested in the first place.

If I remember correctly, I was in high school the guidance counsellor said that I wasn’t going to take psych class. And I told her watch me. And I did, and I learned a total beginning of the medical career, which was some hangry old ancient Persian, or ancient Babylonian person who ate the wrong type of coffee, and none of that spazzing out and having behaviours in the south, and therefore was having his reactions being recorded, and there for the rest of the start of medicine, you think it would start with Hippocrates brought it didn’t it started in my ancestral homeland. That being said, that’s very interesting and I can’t believe that someone would be so hangry that they would eat an opium poppy, petals and all just to satisfy their stomach. That’s kind of ridiculous but that is basically what it was coming down to one. I learned that in high school I was going through the text book and read what I wanted to read and stuff like that and then I what is the Tasha afterwords it’s not feeling as a form of studying in advance and exploring my interests.   I also have a Lauren dress like astronomy and s t a r g a z e doing art, tattoos and piercings of the stuff. There’s a lot of interesting things, but when I comes to the brain is something about that barking squirrel that gets me interested in psychiatry and psychology although I am not able to go into a classroom because of my barking squirrel I cannot be in the classroom or else I will literally have Cotard syndrome for sure! That being said, I do have a level of learning, even though I’m just gonna be a tattoo artist one day, but I’m also hoping to be a best selling author and graphicnovel list. That being said, I do a lot of my work on spider, my graphic anthology if you were to call dad to be sending awareness and acceptance of people who have mental illness or mental disabilities. This is why I do the things I do there is a message to my maddness!

The only thing I would say is, if you are interested in watching medical dramas it’s very interesting to learn, and you don’t have to go into a classroom to learn the things that I learn in these medical dramas or box and status a lot easier to do things a fun way instead of going through the damnation of a classroom I think some people going to handle a crappy classroom, but I just think it’s a crappy format of knowledge that has been out there for so long!

So you can basically guess what I’ve been doing for the PM selection of the day was learning about this rare, rare mental illness. Which is basically a very severe form of depression. That being said, I am very honoured to be watching shows like Grey’s Anatomy and new Amsterdam, and when I was in my childhood home, I also watched untold stories of the ER……new Amsterdam shows that not all doctors are douche bags are racist. Some of them are actually trying to help people so that’s pretty good!

Although I still fucking hate the dentist!

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