Friday, October 27, 2023

October 27, 2023 Late P.M.

 The dance was very good. I was able to spend a lot of time with my boyfriend, but it was starting to wear on my feet as always wearing heels. I did not injure myself thank God thank God my order for one thing at the same time, but I ended up losing the ability to walk when I got home and if I did wanna cry, I was cursing and swearing but anyways, it was beside the point never wear a goddamn high heel if you can help  it, there was a lot of songs, emotional, more pretty good songs, and the others were kind of crappy, but there is some also romantic song which was good I actually shared if you kisses with him and stuff, but anyways, romantic songs we dance to mostly. He also would sing the lyrics to me. That to me, he said it was very nice to see what he said if it wasn’t for everyone dressed in a Halloween costume, especially one that look like a t word, I would’ve enjoyed my time even more and would’ve been able to say that I was in one of the more romantic times I’ve had in my life or the only romantic that I had in my life.

When I would sit at the table to eat a cupcake, it was pretty interesting and then I ended up dancing some more there is some romantic songs, and then there is some Halloween sign if you were to say that I like the Halloween songs, especially the songs by the citizens of Halloween from the nightmare before Christmas. That is my favourite song. I will give you the lyrics so you know which one I’m talking about but anyways, it’s very interesting. I’ve never been this happy since I was about oh 12 years old.    And this is Halloween is especially one of my favourite songs since I was a Louis little thing almost before I went to school. I will let you or if I was just going to school at the time when I want to kindergarten that was my favourite song song anyways, I also wanna love seeing this is Halloween in a karaoke saying when I was just a little as well. Embarrassing my parents absolute remind me of!

What do you rather interesting things like the people’s car? She was very good except for the guy that look like UBL! And we all know who were talking about there who orchestrated those attacks so many years ago I can’t believe someone would dress up like that, but that is what it was and they want this costume. I wouldn’t be too surprised about that because it was a pretty convincing costume. I almost kept staring at the idiot, who look like a UBL for a long time until I realize it was just a goddamn Halloween costume. I thought I was just going to have a plain old PTSD flashbacks, but didn’t turn out. It was gonna be the case like yesterday when I had a real freak out! So that being said the costume was good, but it was a little bit too convincing to me, and I am pretty sure that was one thing I did not really like, but it was a good good enough costume to be convincing enough that I like oh, my freaking God!

I had a vanilla cupcake and it was very good. I can still taste it as if it were implanted in my tongue, but it was very interesting to be going to a dance since I was in grade 7. Before I was being bullied half to death. Let’s just say that me and bullying don’t get along and I do not except or trans on bullying as a good way I understand I find it to be a very negative thing to do. When I was in grade 8, and everyone did any dances when I was in the high school even though I was not really bullied in high school never really did any dances dreading the prom, so this was completely early and to me since I haven’t done this for the past 21 years at least. And it was very unusual to be going around dancing and stuff but I also like the sense of dancing around with my boyfriend, which is very nice.    


Yes……


When I am in grade 7, that was the only time I ever went to the dance. After that, I ended up not going to the dance after grade 7 because of the sheer bullying I went through. I will tell you more about that but I’m pretty sure that was in my biographies under the name Eleanor a fox stars. A look that up on Amazon if you don’t believe me about bullying and human rights violations, I went through and great day and beyond until I finally snapped and said, I give a shit about what the other bullies thought of me just as long as I was who I am, and I still remember the day when I have that particular freak out, I was expanding or stretching my ears, that at the time was the only thing close to me and my ancestors was bodyguard. Still do this point I can go on a valve body yard for a long time, but this was just a dancer. Anyways, I am is well just go towards the jugular when I first ranch to my ears it was because my ancestors from the Himalayas Tibetan Boutin used to do that as well. Also, I ended up getting an interested .from the Himalayas Tibetan Boutin used to do that as well. Also, I ended up getting a interested in the body ordered very quickly again before I was five years old I would remember exactly seeing someone with an eyebrow ring and complementing them on it.  Now I have a piercing of my own right now. It’s stopped hurting complete not completely but it’s a lot better than my freaking feet are.


No…..

Do you know where high heels for an extended period of time in last year a flight attendant or an idiot that’s what I think because I was an idiot to do so I thought I’ll just be part of my costume in the 19. Oh yeah, some wailing my big toe.   Wiggle your big toe. Yes I have to say that to myself like I’m not blind off of kill Bill just to see if my feet are still hurting or the shake out the paint this is the first time I ever felt any physical pain, except for one, and I was acting a fool at bingo, a bingo a day ago when she was just playing intense pain in my opinion…… as I said, I feel more emotional pain than I do physical, but in this case it was the other way around I was not feeling any emotional pain but man in my feet freaking hurt! 

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