Wednesday, December 6, 2023

December 6, 2023 P.M.

 It’s getting too cold out for me to deal with things. It’s like giving me a brain freeze for one I was out most of the day and got a brain freeze and I didn’t even eat ice cream or anything like that. I was dressed, too cold for comfort at the time. It is that time of year when the snow is starting to fly. I have been able to do a lot of shovelling of the snow and being able to enjoy getting money. I remembered I did one hour of shovelling of snow This week at least. That being said I also finally was able to get to my job in time to do my job at my cleaning job. Thank God. That is when I’m actually happy is to clean. But the morning did not start out as good as I thought it would, as I had a good nights sleep. I thought it would be a good morning. But turned out to be a complete sh*t show! Where everyone was painting me the devil…. As I refuse to eat a certain dish for breakfast. That was not exactly my shining moment I was too busy and wanted to get to my job. Call me at workaholic or something but I’d rather work to get my tattoo, money and piercings instead of taking the time to eat, sometimes and shove muffin in my mouth! And that’s what I had planned for the whole damn morning was a shove muffin in my mouth and do my cleaning. That being said, I was able to get the cleaning done also, Was seeing the swimming. I was thinking of dumping myself in the water as well to see what that would be like, but I was afraid of my PTSD. Until when I finally decided to do talk to An older woman and I ended up seeing that. She said that is good for PTSD to swim. I said I will definitely jump in the water the next time. So next week is a date for a swimming hopefully I can get over myself to go into the water in the first place. It’s very interesting to see where the conversation can take you to crap to good in matter of seconds!

Also, I was pretty busy for the past few days doing Amazon shopping as well as other interesting things one interesting was not too positive as I met plenty of fish turned out to be a real fucker! Beyond my control I cannot tell you why that person was the word but I can tell you that she was really a hateful person to begin with. So I did not want to start on that, but I’m gonna start on the idea that I enjoyed my cleaning, and I enjoyed going out to lunch. no I did not have a drink at the restaurant. I still had a drink with a juice box. Although I wanted to be lemon meringue pie because lemon is my favorite, This time I did not make it was a treat it was. So I enjoyed the poutine. It was actually pretty good to the point where Debating about suppertime. Usually I leave at suppertime by this case that was super failing and I couldn’t help. Eating that that’s what I ended up getting the headache when I got out of the restaurant and had to complain about the headache that was completely barbaric in the first place. Let’s just say I don’t like having brain freeze headaches when there’s no ice or ice cream and roll. That being said, I’ve tried my best to deal with a cold. I ended up having to go out again later today to go and get the mail! Because for some reason I Went to the mailbox. Which was not a job but in this case it was what it was today because it was super cold out. I think it was -6. It said on my phone but anyways it was pretty bad. I had a freeze my fingers practically off my hands! When I got back, I was able to enjoy the idea of opening up a package. Only to note that they were my books that I ordered six days ago! I got drowning the 911 commission report as well as I got a couple of my other books that I have written myself those two I written myself and drowning in the 911 commission report I have not written! That being said, I’m collecting my books for my books that I’ve written from time retirement would like to read them or at least give them to someone who may want to read them. I collect them for someone who might be interested into getting to know me better!

That being said, I’ve been really painfully aggravated with a headache all afternoon since I got back from the mailbox because the mailbox was too far from my liking today. It was too cold and too bloody cold for my head even though I had my hood on and on it was still giving me a headache brain freezer if you would! I don’t like having brain freezes when eating but there is even more ass and annoying because I’m trying to deal with the whole aggravated when I was dealing with my fingers having to reuse them and stuff I have to learn how to use them again after cutting the package open, My books were in! That being said, I’m gonna be reading my books. I’m reading red’s Untold tale! Might switch to TJ Newman’s drowning because I’ve been wanting to read that since last night. Well will be last May in January! That being said, I was very happy to get that book in the 911 commission report that one I’ve been wanting to read for quite sometime!

I’ve been told not to be on the iPad too long after I go to bed because of the actual blue light syndrome or whatever it is that they have with the fake light. That being said, I’ve been trying to mass amounts of books, For the simple reason, call me down when I read and be able to turn off my mind at night as if a factor, we putting my brain in a paper jar! I say paper jar because books are made out of paper. That being said, I’ve been very happy to say that I’ve been sleeping a lot better than dealing with my sh*t off an ex! I don’t know why I didn’t even bother to go on plenty of fish again I didn’t know why, but I thought I would give a hug go only to find out there was that one fucker! I really do mean that. Because they were really horrible human beings I Consider that to be called plenty of fuckers , Instead of plenty of fish, that side of your fans, or the app is offensive to me, because even a terrorist can get into that side and cause of someone completely normal, which is what happened to me! That much and I was so mad!  So mad that I tried to deal with the anger who making another Wattpad account. That had to be dealt with soon enough. But it was very aggravating to make a new word pad and what have you did not have to make a new face you Frickers are not getting my facebook! But I will tell you this is that I did not have to change that. Instead, I just had to block the person off of Facebook. She have her know that I blocked her she was that stupid!



Basically, A little update is that I had to stay inside for most of the week because it was so freaking cold or it was bad weather outside and it was driving me completely bonkers, Hence why I went on a couple of people this morning over the breakfast!

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