Monday, November 6, 2023

November 6, 2023 Late A.M.

 Ok, so I was looking for a goddang breakfast, a decent one.  Let’s say I should’ve been able to bring my Halloween candy before hand! In the fridge was this green substance? I don’t know what it was, but I thought it was Nutella and blueberry so I drank it and then I am really bad wake up call. It was being on the moon and I think. And I started watching it and started puking. Just at the thought  of it. Thank God I was going to take a shower! And thank goodness for a tooth brush and toothpaste! At least the taste a lot better than what I was billed for breakfast by my own hand! I was frightened and traumatized that I couldn’t even clean up the f*cking stuff! What the hell was this stuff?! Then I was told that I was drinking veggie protein shake that even or thought thought it was gone bad!   No kidding,   So you can imagine that when I when I went to the shower I went to wash my mouth out with soap before doing the rest of the body (bathing wise).  Soo you are wondering why I beelined for the putrid sh*t in the first places!

Well today is my f*cking tattoo! And to be able to get tattoo I have to have some kind of breakfast! Only they did not put a biohazard sign on the putrid sh*t!  That would have been an indication that I would not go near it!so have my shower! I had a flashback and then dressed for the day and then I went to get my Halloween candy, thank god for Halloween! I am still eating something but it was not healthy which pisses me the f*ck off! I was never offended in such i way that I am pretty sure that I have another dose ptsd- post traumatic stress disorder over a f*cking shake! And when I realize WHO created this liquid ebola I was mad! And I wanted to swear! And also he was going to inflict the BSL4 agent to my friend in an sh*tty attempt to make him eat veggies! I know veggies, the taste good! What ever that sh*t was I am still convinced that it was alien.

If I didnot believe in aliens before I f*cking do now! Because it must have been an alien life form! That is the only way to explain what I tasted!  That stated I have eatten some stinkers, but this couldn’t be have this planet! My father used to say it’s like no matter how it was caught. But this case I would dare with your words on that, because that was kind of disturbing to eat. I never wanna have that again if it ever is in the fridge I wanna throw it out at least to protect my friend! There I wasn’t exactly a good breakfast but the Halloween candy was a safe bet comepared to the idea of that!  I also slept in something that I hate doing! But I feel asleep about after the last blog, and I was interested in falling asleep and having a good food! And then THIS! 

Well after the abuse to my mouth that be the shake, I earn that good load of grocies will be coming in and I will be helping to get decent food for once! No reason the meals were going down to hell in a hand basket!  Right now I am waiting to see how is going to take me to the tattoo! After said tattoo I am getting myself a new septum ring for Christmas! That is my christmas present to my self as well as consultation for what I just went through! 

The last time I was at the Perth ink witch! (Pink witch) I call them, I was getting my piercing, and I found some nice septum rings that would out do my ancestors big time, I am mean they were ornate and beautiful, himalayan stile! I was hoping that they would use when if them I was going to chose them! But because of bacteria I was felt with a lucky septum ring well it turned out to be lucky when I started going to go shopping and to the reuse centre that I would find I load of great stuff! I would like the himalayan septum rings but I am too emotionally attached to this one now! Because it is soo lucky except for bingo! And I am not alloweed this week, but I did some soul searching that and I determined that the bingo wasn’t really my thing! So when my ban is lifted I won’t being going back for fear of my shit shows happening! I don’t want to take any chances with my integrity!  That being said there was no excuse for jealousy and loosing my sh*t.    And I like to leave my sh*t together so I don’t have to pull it together again!  It was disgraceful the last time I went bingo and I don’t wanted to go through this again! I rather be  happy and well adjusted but I don’t want to stray for them!   Also i know I can avoid emotional distress but I’d rather pick my my battles when it comes with my anger!

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