Saturday, October 28, 2023

October 28, 2023 P.M.

 What day was it a full moon? Something I’m not too fond of. It is a beautiful, working moon, but it does not do beautiful things when it comes to your mood or your emotions.   That being said I’ve had a tumultuous week between bingo and not wanting to go to the Halloween banquet but I was lucky enough with a Halloween banquet that it turned out to be a good time. My boyfriend was there, so that was good but I’m just gonna talk about what does a dorm full moon do to you on your light worker, you know the words, an empath, clairvoyant or psychic. Well it can really screw up your moods. That being said, I’m not exactly a big fan of the full moon because one of your spiritually gifted like me it’s been something that is an obstacle every month as much is beautiful to look at and Cirillo I just can’t stand the full moon. That being said, I was lucky enough to do that I didn’t get it didn’t get into any hissy fits.


As you can see, this is just a bully up in the sky that I have to deal with. I’ve had to deal with it once in July or twice in the August month, which was not exactly my cup of tea, was flying off the handle and acting a fool. But that’s what the full moon will do. Do you want your spiritually gifted weather be a psychic, clairvoyant or empath or even all three at the same time like me this kind of thing it’s just sickening to deal with every month for the full moon as much as I can be romantic the full moon way I can do to you in just got a full and can shoot up your anxiety right up to the beyond the moon region! Now that is high anxiety and I just don’t like that high anxiety that I get to the point where I don’t wanna go to things when I’m usually looking forward to them in the first place so that being said yeah, that’s the bully up there the full moon I think a bully is anyone or anything that’ll make you feel crappy inside if it’s a person has further on gratification FSN and Adam Adam, Zach like the moon well, I can’t really do very much about the moon. Wish I can ignore like I can ignore a human being but I can’t because my body is too sensitive to that darn thing I’ll tell you exactly what the full moon does.


I think it does. It is release emotions I believe and there is also the fact where you might end up having a temper tantrum and it might not because you choose to have the temper tantrum. It’s because it’s because of the full moon in the first place, I’m not making any excuses for anyone’s bad behavior, but that is basically what I had to put up with on Thursday, which I was not too tickled about myself. That being said, I was not happy to release emotions that were not supposed to be released they can be either negative or positive emotions but when it comes to the full moon and me it’s negative emotions all the time when I get snarly and everything else also you get increased energy, so this is like coffee practically where are you end up having increased different energy levels, vivid dreams, as well as heighten intuition, as well as so I can abilities and other things a little different from coffee, but can cause the same things and you can also affect your sleep. This is something I have learned over the years that the full moon can have as a factor on you. It’s not exactly fun to deal with it. I’ll tell you that much.!

Everyone is always saying well there’s a full moon out tonight that’s gonna be interesting or that’s where the weirdos come out to play. I take that as an insult because I am completely saying but one of the full moon is it with some thing flies up my butt and I don’t know what it is but it makes me so angry inside, and I have to let it out. Something I’d rather do creatively, but in this case it does its own thing at the full moon. 

It’s a real pain in the toes to deal with the full moon and how to deal with it. There are different moon baths. You can do a moon rituals you can do like taking a longer shower. I took a longer shower today than I did on Thursday which was pretty interesting and I was able to have a better time today than I did with anything else but anyways it was very interesting that the full moon can have his affect on you. I don’t know what it does physiologically or what it does physically to the body but I know this is what it does emotionally and psychologically to your body. I’ve looked it up so many dang times have a full moon. Come make it go insane in some cases not criminally insane but you just to the point where you’re going to have a real bad raunchy nightmare, or a raunchy temper tantrum with some thing I’d rather not deal with it  on most cases very rarely do I have a PTSD, flashback and less it is during a full moon. I don’t know why, but the full moon seems to be the case for the cause of everything. I know some people wrote poems about the damn thing and other things but that’s beside the point I think it’s just a bully, this seems to reside in the sky instead of in the schoolyard or wherever you may hang out. It’s a bully that’s all it is to me. It makes me feel like crap every month or every few months and I just can’t stand it.

That being said, I do try to draw pictures of the full moon Cuz I am fascinated about the full moon that being said, it’s very interesting and I like to learn how to make a full moon drawing so I can get that tattooed on me one day that being said, I don’t know why, but the show that I am an empath clairvoyant as well as it so I can see your person.   There is another talks of me being a star child, as well as other interesting things about being a light worker, which is very interesting, very interested in the New Age stuff, like crystals and healing crystals and healing stones. They actually are more effective than your damn medication at some points, but when you’re dealing with a full moon, then you’re actually better off taking your medication because I learned that the hard way one time last spring when I was taking off one of my medication is it full moon and then the next thing you know I went completely bonkers was not exactly my cup of tea for the spring of 2023.

You’re gonna basically say if I have a problem in life or a behaviour if you were to call it that that the full moon is not too far behind. In fact, it is right close next to my brain driving me insane! And that’s what I had to deal with all day as well as all week was a damn full moon! Damn…….

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