Monday, October 23, 2023

October 23, 2023 -hopes and dreams

There are a few hopes and dreams in my life that my isp doesn’t know about which is the fact that I want to be the next Anis Nin, as well as I want to be a tattoo artist I think everyone knows about that part is to be a tattoo artist maybe a piercing if I’m really good, but let’s see what happens anyways with my writing I hope to be like anis nin, who is compulsive in her diary entries, as well as she was also interested in riding well let’s put it this way adult fiction. This is why I want to start writing, not just because of my PTSD, but to be one of the great Monday to be a wonderful rider like Anis nin,  I read most including Delta, a Venus and her diaries. That is very interesting indeed. I’ve always wanted to write an.erotica trilogy, and see what that gets to me but we’ll see what that happens to trapped in silk, sensei Joe’s lover, 50 shades of blue.   As you can tell, I have been a bit of a martial arts my phone. I was a young kid, but I’ve wanted to romanize the sport or the art. Whatever you wanna call port more of an Art than anything else wanna tell me some martial arts. This is why I think it’s an art for more than a sport.
I have always been interested in them because of the Power Rangers, and then it happened then I got into stranger than heavy duty when I was younger I am more about that story, because that would be a long story to talk about almost 4000 words if you were to say just to tell you about how I punish one kid and had to go in the marshals trash to get straighten up in the first place that stops the short part I am very lucky that there is martial arts in the world, so I’m able to go and straight myself out. One of the things I want to tell you about the side of erotica novels, is that I wanna be like the Anis nin, of the Eurasian and Gothic world, as well as the punk world. As I am, Goth and punk in my clothing styles usually.
I always been passionate about the written word since I’ve reading Stephen kings the stand with my father when I was a little kid I know that doesn’t sound like a good kid ready material, but it was for me. I also am interested in other things like.erotica, not just creepy past or tattoos and piercings. This is my way of expressing who I am with a tattoo, gun or a piercers hand. As there is no aftercare for the written word, except read it again.

 
These are gonna be the first adult romances and when I’m in adult, I mean really adult why promise to Romance because this is gonna be a little spicy. Something I want to go always try to write call noise do from term term but this time I’m gonna do it is the right a Gothic erotica romance, which is gonna be at heart and feed to do in the setting. I am in right now because it’s very interesting to see how people can react to me writing the material. That is so hard. I am very interested in writing and erotic romance. Yes that’s what I said, not like Harley Quinn, but something between Harley, Quinn and Fifty Shades of Grey not too much Fifty Shades of Grey because I’m not into that kind of stuff but I am interested in learning to write adult material that is actually worth reading these days as there’s not very many interesting stuff for people who like a Annis nin what is the taste. These days everything is so raunchy and god-awful these days and somebody that they forgot about the taste and the art form of writing an erotica.Which is a big shame for that particular writing industry now we’re going from Annis and ends Delta of Venus, which is clearly allowable to Fifty Shades of Grey, which is just starting to board her on concerned which is something I’d rather not deal with. When I first read Fifty Shades of Grey, I nearly freaked out and had a PTSD flashback. I didn’t know if it was really that appropriate in the. erotica world.   There is something about that word that makes me wanna think about love and sensuality, and not having to worry about k-I-n-k.   I find was Fifty Shades of Grey talks about is a little taboo for my own taste. Actually, it’s a little town room. In my opinion, and some peoples opinion in freight Zanahoria far is MS like literally a saw movie only a hell of a lot worse and more…….You got the picture I don’t find that to be a romance or anything of that matter because I cannot tell if the people are being willing to be together.


Also, and most people, Nogueras and I make the Sherry clear as well as that I want to be a tattoo artist in Peter, sir. I’m not too sure about the future part because that’s going in the gray areas of nerves in Waynesburg most certainly a tattoo artist because I like to draw, and I love our work. Although you are museum is never one place I want to go to I’d rather be the art museum. And I’d rather show off my skills and make someone happy instead of more someone by having a painting up on a wall that really will not be very interesting at least with a tattoo it comes alive when you walk around or move around. I’d rather be a tattoo artist than just a plain old artist as well not just that but also as I said, before the next Annis noon and the next  Best selling author, I hope one day I have started to write under my legal name! Which is my mothers wish before she died that I would use my legal name in some kind of creativity instead of just hard to get away. This is why I chose to go by the name Elena Ioana melanson, how do I know this was her last words because my brother John, who is the one of my good brother told me so that I should try to use that name when I do my writing. My mother would be happy even though she’s not really being able to be seen these days so pretty soon I’m gonna be the Eurasian Aniston in where I do the exact same things as a Annis noon, but only a little different my spin on things. As well as I’m gonna be a tattoo artist that’s just basically how I want to go about my life not sure just eating and sleeping and taking a shower, but I’m also having fun with the life that I am given and to enjoy it as well.

I was introduced to Delta Venus, and the little birds when I was a 18-year-old and I really enjoyed the books very much So and I wanted to write something similar to that. We should be a tasteful thing instead of something like what we got today, which is a pile of crap.

Well, I think the romance novels these days are a pile of crap but most of them not all of them. There is still the love hypothesis and stuff which has some class to work, but then there’s also stuff that doesn’t have any class and it’s just got off work. I just wanted to bring it back in the days of tasteful romances. As you can see, I’m not too big on writing too much about anatomy, or at least not descriptively at least because I just don’t believe in that. But I do believe in writing a good erotica, the will be for the ages. And that being said, I remember having a friend well and ex-boyfriend saying, if you ever going to write you write something about something you know about the only other things I know about rolling down astronomy and I don’t think I want to smut up astronomy’s, would be martial arts. That’s why I decided to go with that theme instead.

There is some thing about animals name that is mysterious as well as very interesting and as an artist. That’s why I want to do that kind of writing. But I also I want to be the next king master if there is the ink master in Canada, which means a tattoo artist is pretty good. I am very interested in both Friday and the imagery of well art. And I’d rather create my own Book Covers, if I can help it. Like the ones that I have here are or on my Wattpad or actually handcrafted by me, at least, or darker in someway by me because I am writing an artwork. You can tell that I am interested and also tattoo design and where I place my facial piercings I don’t go neck down to my piercings just pack up the nose septum I may be a medusa. I will tell you about the medusa one day when I tell you about my phone always what is self piercing which was kind of stupid on my part, but anyways didn’t stop me from from morning to continue that line for a living but instead, I also clean to help to avoid the next pandemic but I also to get $20 per two hours twice a week which is something I would rather do for money than to do what I love for money. I know money is a side effect of doing something you love to do for a passion, but that is something I will have to deal with at the time when the time comes but anyways, I also like cleaning, that being said, I do a lot of cleaning, as I said, in one time in one of my entries that I do cleaning for mindfulness, the money is there for tattoos and piercings to pursue my interest as well.
I find that I wouldn’t be here where I am today because of creativity, or the determination that I was morales and the stubbornness of my ancestors as well as my mother because they were both determined people whether be my ancestors or my mother very determined people and getting what they want and that is no different from me. I will make sure that if I have money for a tattoo I have money for a tattoo. If I want to be an artist, I’ll be an artist a new rider to if I want to be the next Annis nin, so be it. 


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