Right now I’m not having the best of fucking days because of the actual issue of my iPad not charging or recharging it’s kind of a pain in the ass to deal with, I’ve been awake since let’s say 3 o’clock in the morning because of this and it’s been driving me completely batty, instead I’d rather just check the fucking thing and just be done with it but I can’t because it cost so much money but I would like the satisfaction I guess, throwing it out the window or not having to deal with it at all. That being said, I would rather not deal with this kind of shit again. I am sorry for my language, but that is beside the point I’ve been dealing with a faulty charger for quite some time and it’s kind of annoying. Also, I was kind of earrings that I keep waking up at the same time of the day 4 o’clock in the morning for some Frick the reason that seems to be the time when I get woken up naturally, I don’t know why are around 330. What would be the witching hour which is not my cup of tea.
Then I would see a very unusual, repeating number and angel number if you want it because it would just keep repeating itself and it will always constantly say that I am doing better and stuff but I’m not too sure about that. I know I’m doing better both otherwise everything I’ll just show you what I had to see. It’s very unusual. The last time I saw a needle number was 24 hours ago is very unusual to see them and it’s kind of creepy and unusual. If you ask me I don’t like creepy an unusual unless it’s through horror, movies or horror novels. Being told that I am going to be manifesting something that I want in the first place is kind of strange I know I have heard about manifestation. Where are you manifest? What you want to happen to come true. But that is the side the point that is so strange I’ll show you the angel number…….
As you can see, this is very upsetting to me to me because every time I get a angel number it’s kind of strange the last time I got an angel number I don’t know what it said but it was something positive but as I said, I’m not used to positivity is the saying that a Lotta good things you’re gonna have a Lotta good changes and stuff which is kind of strange for my taste of positivity. I am not used to this all the time. And I am not used to waking up at 3 o’clock in the morning just to deal with a goddamn iPad or whatever else is going on in my life . And I’ve been having some really funky dreams. I’m gonna start doing a dream blog one day and it’ll be this where I have been dealing with a lot of dreams that are unusual and off color.
They had to be said I am very unusually strange Dowd by this batch of dreams. I have been having her either version of the order, something a little unusual, either way, I don’t really enjoyed is having these weird dreams the kind of psychedelic the last time I could’ve sworn I saw the devil in the form of a female flight attendant, which was kind of strange. I will tell you that right now, and I did not enjoy, having to wake up in the console myself telling me that I was gonna save her place at the time it was not my cup of tea to say Elena it safe to go out of your bed, or go out at your house!
These are on usual am I losing my mind? No I’m not, but I am just saying that these are very unusual things that have been happening to me early early in the wee hours of the morning. I don’t know what to make of this, but it is kind of unusual. There are some good parts, but as I said, and convinced that I saw the devil, Lucifer was kind of strange when I don’t even believe in him, because he is not a naturally occurring, or she is not a naturally occurring. I am is kind of unusual for me.
So that being said, I don’t know what my dream was last night it might come to me and if I do, I will be writing this down in my dream journal but anyways, this is what I have to deal with from time to time and it’s kind of a pain in my ass to begin with!
Why a flight attendant would be the devil I don’t know why but the size that’s kind of strange, but I don’t know how my mind works, it is a confusing and creative brain, but it is unusual, nonetheless to say that this will be the devil, and that this will not be the devil. This is kind of strange for my liking. I will be going to my job this morning or this afternoon to clean and I’ll be listening to classical music for the most part because that helps me calm down and relax and focus in on my task at hand that I can say is pretty good, but I am not too sure about this whole angel number situation. I don’t mind the three digit repeating numbers, but when you get in the four digit repeating numbers, and one things get a little rare and unusual. That’s the kind of thing I have to deal with from time to time usually happens once in a while 1111 or otherwise. Or something to get that sent but when I was 4343 that was when I started picking my nose and wondering what the hell is going on here. This is not usually what I want to deal with in my life instead I want to deal with things that are a little bit more usual. I don’t know if it’s an Asperger‘s thing or a PTSD thing but it’s just the way it is when I’m trying to deal with things in my life I just rather deal with things that I know are not as exotic or unusual. I think I might be deleting that particular app that keeps showing that amount of notifications because it’s wigging me out. I know I sound like a freaking schizophrenic, but that is beside the point this is kind of strange when they believe in numerology and all this New Age stuff where the hell is the universe getting this idea that I am going to manifest something that is something that I want in the first place to happen nice kind of strange what is it where who how you don’t give it the 5W‘s I’ve had it because I’m kind of an usually strange that I wake up at this time of day and I have to go and then my stomach bugs the shit out of me because it’s hungry and stuff it’s not my cup of tea. I’ll tell you that much and it’s kind of not my idea of a good morning and then I have to wake up again because it’s time to go to sleep , instead I’d rather just deal with this kind of thing like this kind of thing I mean the idea of trying to just trying to fall asleep and never mind the actual thing so I do have insomnia because of PTSD but this is kind of getting ridiculous and stupid if you ask me. And when I deal with these angel numbers it sweeter but that’s beside the point I’m just hoping for a better day I know the days gonna be good but that’s beside the point I’m gonna be making my final 20 dollars for this tattoo I’m getting number 66 from the Halloween flash drop something that I didn’t even think I’m doing before and I want to have this one tattoos that I have an annoying I will show you if I have a picture of it. It’s of a tarantula legs with an a human eyeball. It’s kind of interesting.
Maybe that is what they are talking about manifesting because that is kind of the only thing that has been on my mind lately other than that I don’t really see what is so different. I’ve been doing everything the same for the past four years and so I moved to my group home, so that’s strange, it Hass to be the tattoo. If you ask me it is a tattoo that is Wiseman a fasting I think that’s the only exotic thing in my life right now other than that, I don’t see you very much differences in my life.
Is unusual but hey, it’s a good thing that’s happening with these are angel numbers, so why should I look a gift horse in the mouth? I just wish it would wake up at 8 o’clock in the morning instead of the fucking 3 o’clock in the morning, which is kind of unsettling for me, but that’s beside the point a good thing is a good thing I guess.
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